shotgun opera.

goodbye, my lover, goodbye, my friend.

2008-10-13T18:54:00.002+08:00

SHIFTED TO LIVEJOURNAL

HELLOOOOO ELJAY

i'm screaming i love you so

2008-10-13T17:39:00.009+08:00

Decode's stuck in my head! good thing/bad thing. haha!

skipped a few hrs of school today, decided to go to the doc for my stupid cough and stupid fever. wanna hear something really smart? i thought bus service 17 stops directly opposite the polyclinic but NOOO. it stops just before PRCS. means i had to walk in the rain to the damn place, when it opens at 1.45 and i reached there at 1.20! WHAT. THE. HECK.

but fever's gone now :D and cough go away!

this is damn funnay!
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LE KRISPY TWISTIES! says:
what happened to you ah?? unwell aye. what sorta sickness

amanda says:
just a really irritating cough and slight fever

amanda says:
but no probs, fever's gone away

LE KRISPY TWISTIES! says:
good

LE KRISPY TWISTIES! says:
stay away from me ((: Your fever will come back

amanda says:
haha u're sick?

LE KRISPY TWISTIES! says:
I'm hot luh!!!!!

LE KRISPY TWISTIES! says:
wahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

LE KRISPY TWISTIES! says:
joke

amanda says:
AIYOH

amanda says:
HAHAHAHAH

LE KRISPY TWISTIES! says:
you live on 4th floor sia!

LE KRISPY TWISTIES! says:
wahahaa
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KPK made me laugh damn hard at that haha! btw, if u don't understand the 4th floor thing, say 4th floor in chinese!

omg, bala's talk tmr to the 4h2 students. i really pray hard for the class to stay together.

BYEBYE WORLD I'LL SEE Y'ALL TMR :D

but before i go, KPK, this is for u hahahahah! daaamn funny seeing this on the whiteboard today!
AAAAA
AAAAJ
AAAAA
KRISTY

you're clouding up my mind

2008-10-12T13:56:00.012+08:00

i'm screaming i love you so, but my thoughts you can't decode.

Decode by Paramore, effing good man. soundtrack from twilight movie! go listen!

Decode [High Quality] - Paramore
click for lyrics (right click, open in new tab/window)

So What by P!nk's great too :D go see the video on youtube. my favourite part's when she's with the chainsaw and pulling herself back together from crying. haha damn cool (:

pw written report's driving me nuts, ~~managed to cut out 300+ words but still left 11 words over the word limit~~ HIT 3000 WORDS EXACTLY WTF TOOK ME BLOODY LONG. OP's promising to be a nightmare, especially with the question and answer section ):

chinese A level soon, too. oh my lala ):

wii-ed a little at cousin's house ytd, bowling score improved hahaha. i wanna play guitar hero and rockband luhh! ):

so many things i want, and so many things i won't get. sighxzx. ):

cough pissing me off. can't even yawn without a cough hitching up my throat. bloody hell. ):

other than all these, my life's just fine. (:

so what, i'm still a rockstar

2008-10-09T20:08:00.002+08:00

eesh. been back home damn late these few days, cuz of choir pracs. never saw the school so dark before. haha! actually, choir pracs aren't as bad as i thought. apart from the fatigue i get every morning and every time choir finishes. oh well, for the love of music! haha.

hope i'm not falling sick. ergh.

thanks Sheryl lovely for the A7X flyer! OMG THE CONCERT. IT'LL BE SO COOL AND I'M NOT GOING. )))):

people, please donate generously to the Amanda's Pocket Money Fund! it's in dire need of replacing notes, especially the blue colored ones!

take care Jonnehs! no more constipation kay! i love 08S05! most awesome ppl i've met in JC :D

okay it's back to Bella, Edward and Renesmee now :D

just jangle those jingle bells

2008-10-07T22:28:00.003+08:00

firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUQIAN!!!!
A for PW!

back to choir today, was easier than i thought :D just jangle those jingle bells! ahha. on the bus, met Caroline twinn Chun Ee and Jun Wei! thought i was dreaming when they were calling my name on the bus luhh. hahaa. good to see them (:

GUESS WHAT. I HAVE AN ELJAY. considering to switch over. hahaha. i shall have to get used to the comment function i suppose. will most prolly switch when i have time to fiddle with eljay stuff. ~~the background thingy so chim luhh.~~

so tired, so i shall just reply tags and go off (:

Sheryl: haha i wasn't exactly paying attention to the ad, just thinking abt how i wish i was going!! haha u gotta take pics and show me kay!!! and can i have a A7X flyer if u have extra?! :D new moon cover damn cool :D:D:D

Wisely: tired in school with project and Cheena A's. hahaha. amazingly i miss talking rubbish with u. hahah! i'm NOT A BANANA! fatty!

XinHui: hahaha next time PW meeting or what, i'm gonna go ur house kay! yeah i LOVE XINHUAYYYY TAO HUAYYYY :D:D:D i don't love PW though. but i love the PW group ppl :D

QianHui: never! :D edward loves me :D:D:D

MeiShan: linked! bet u never thought i'd remember your birthday haha! happy 18th!

Farha: relinked! love u! even though u love Jacob! hahaha

I’m sick of looking for those heroes in the sky

2008-10-04T13:28:00.004+08:00

yesterday, went to Borders at Parkway with XinHui, QianHui and ShiQi! to get the complete Twilight series! whee i'm so happy :D wrapped them up nicely too! hahaha. i'm re-reading the whole thing and presently halfway thru Twilight! :D

took a damn long bus ride with QianHui to MJC open house. shiatz man i hate long bus rides. they give u a woozy feeling in the head, u know? the first open house of any school i've been to, really. saw many familiar faces there (: and i think i'm going deaf. when najiy spoke to me i went 'huh?' so many times. too much metal i suppose. hahaha. mugger junior college XD blessing in disguise that i went to TPJC! :D

saw the advertisement for Avenged Sevenfold concert on the bus! OMG HOW I WISH I WAS GOING )))): i wanna hear Afterlife played live manzzzz. and Critical Acclaim too! )))):

XinHui, YuQian, Dixxay and Sylvester came over today for PW (: i love my PW group! and sorry my room's so messy. =P

P.S. i love Farha even though she calls Edward Gayward!

i shall be a good girl and do my homework now (:

only got 4 minutes to save the world

2008-10-02T20:22:00.008+08:00

it's a DAMN SLACK day today :D

Yao lao shi didn't come, Ms Liu on course, so we had 3 1/2 hours free! first thing in the morning too. aah. have time to re-read Breaking Dawn! Bella's selfish. sighxzx. i wanna be a vampire. ): and Renesmee is not demon spawn! :O hahaha

i actually paid attention in chem lecture today :D but sadly, i didn't have much of an idea what the lecturer was talking about. see lah chiong some more.

had soccer for P.E today. wow Mr Fizz made us close our eyes the whole way. to see how the Paralympics soccer was like. damn tough and i was 'marching' like some retarded ass trying to feel for the ball in front of me and ended up kicking it away when my foot touched it. haiyoooo. then had badminton in teh hall after P.E! fun :D when the aunty chased us out of the hall, we went to the amphitheatre then Andre, Bernard, Bony and I started telling ghost stories. OMG LUHH. hahahah

i've finished the whole Twilight series in a week! ohh how i LOVE EDWARD. and i'm slightly more tolerant to Jacob after reading Breaking Dawn :D thought New Moon was the most boring in the series. cuz Edward was missing for most of it, until the ending there. AWWW.

FARHA <3, HE'S NOT GAYWARD KAY. U HAVE YOUR SEXYLICIOUS (?!) JAKE :D:D:D imprint imprint! hahahah

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ohh was blog hopping, suddenly came across this twit's blog. holy shit. pardon the blasphemy. this was the first thing that ran through my mind. here's smth i took from that girl's blog..

"nOw in qOOD mOOD aqaiNs lOLs .
sEARiOUSLI luhs ,
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READ hER blOgq .
soMEwhat saD thEN wE sETTLE thingqs LOR .
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holy SHIT. why the hell do some people like to replace 'g' with 'q'?! and i think i'll take forever to type like that yo. i rmb in sec 1 or 2, i uSeD to TYPe lIKE thIS. randomly holding down the 'shift' key. gaaack embarrassing! hey i used to be damn childish last time too. like, totally immature. haiyo. DUUUUDE. why are twits existing?!?!?!

okay i shall not corrupt my blog further, this is prolly the last time u'll ever see me commenting on twits in such a way :D
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TWILIGHT TWILIGHT TWILIGHT!

great series and i totally love the design of the cover luhh! :D:D:D

Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!

2008-09-30T18:17:00.005+08:00

been listening to quite a few classics, from Queen and ABBA! oh my gosh. my favourites are Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen and Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! (A Man after Midnight) by ABBA! the Mamma Mia! cover by Amanda Seyfried doesn't do it much justice. ABBA's original is fantastic. damn catchy and like, timeless. wait til my mum hears about this. HAHAHAH

FINISHED ECLIPSE AND I'M GOING ON TO BREAKING DAWN! omg i can't wait to get the whole series. :D:D:D

had quite an interesting conversation with ~~XinHuay~~ XinHui today. never really realised how alike our thinking is. I LOVE XINHUI!!! i'll rmb u whenever i eat tao huay. HAHAHAHA! i hope our clique doesn't drift apart.

LEWIS HAMILTON IS HOT. KIMI RAIKKONEN IS SO BORING. F1 ROCK BALLS :D

to all my Muslim friends, Selamat Hari Raya! to the others, have a nice break lol.

I LOVE EDWARD AND I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS :D:D:D

i've got my rock moves

2008-09-29T20:36:00.003+08:00

i just had this conversation with Bony, about the coffee bean, carrot and egg story! (refer to previous previous post)

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amanda says:
too bad got no tea leaf

corotm@singnet.com.sg (E-mail address not verified) says:
tea leaf for wad??

amanda says:
tea leaf dunnid to crush into powder

amanda says:
then can still change the thingy

amanda says:
what's more, tea leaf when dry liao still stay as tea leaf

amanda says:
except lesser flavour

amanda says:
but life is like that

amanda says:
u get older

amanda says:
OMG MY LOGIC IS SO COOL

amanda says:
HAHAHHAHAHA

amanda says:
RETARRRRDDDD

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so the coolio luhh! hhahaha. i'm about 3/4-way through Eclipse! and i just bought Breaking Dawn today! wheeee! hope to get the complete series this weekend! I'M SO HAPPY :D:D:D

i thank God for great friends, they're the ones who make the days seem easier to get through. (:

okay i gotta go back to Econs then after that to my darling Edward. HE'S MINE. :D:D:D

bohemian rhapsody

2008-09-26T21:07:00.002+08:00

my life is pretty much fine except for a few hiccups now and then (:

i've watched the first two epis of HEROES 3! like, i can't believe the story luhh. okay no spoilers! but i have this to say... Claire's acting is daaaamn good and i don't really like the way the producers of the show make her 'grow up'. heh.

I'VE READ TWILIGHT AND NEW MOON! (i know i must be among the laggiest of the laggers in this case. haha!) this has made me SO happy over the past two days ((((: Edward's so sweet! i want to be a vampire hahahahaha :D Jacob's nice in his own way, but Edward's the best! when i read the last part of Twilight i wanted to cry luhh. and when i was reading New Moon, thank goodness i was alone at home or else i think i would have cried in public. ~~HAHA i know i'm pathetic~~ the story's so touching!

it's in a different league from harry potter though. i remember crying when Dumbledore died. hahaha

(drum roll) IT'S FARHA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST WOOHOO PARTNER! as i've written on the card, thanks so much for all the good times tgt and the motivation too! 'WOOHOO THE PROMOS ARE GONNA BE OVER' and all that! hahaha. and for lending me New Moon too. lend me Eclipse after Nazreen kay? :D:D:D and Jacob's all yours :D:D:D cuz I LOVE EDWARD!

went to check out twilight's prices in Popular with Erica after chem class and Bony + XinHui's badminton training, can't believe how much they marked up the price luhh. and Times doesn't have stock. I NEED TO GO TO BORDERS/KINOKUNIYA ASAP!

i love S05. u have no idea how much i'll miss the times with them ~~when/if i change class~~ when i graduate.

THINK POSITIVE

PSYCHOSOCIAL

2008-09-23T17:54:00.004+08:00

here's something interesting i got off TPJC link.

this is a story about the carrot, an egg and some coffee beans.

put three pots of water over a fire. in the first pot, put in the carrot. in the second pot, put in the egg. in the third pot, putt in the coffee bean that has been grounded into coffee powder. boil the water in the three pots for 15 minutets.

then take out what you had put in. the carrots went in hard. they are now soft. the eggs went in soft inside. they are now hard inside. the coffee powder has disappeared. but the water has the colour and smell of coffee.

now think about life. life is not always easy. life is not always comfortable. sometimes life is just very difficult. things do not happen as we wish. people do not treat us as we hope. we work very hard but we get few results. what happens when we face difficulties?

now think about the pots. the boiling water is like the problems of life. we can be like carrots. we go in tough and strong. we come out soft and weak. we become very tired. we lose all hope. we give up! don't be like the carrot.

we can be like the eggs. we start off with a soft and sensitive heart. we end up hard and unfeeling. we hate others. we do not like ourselves. we become hard hearted. there is no warm feeling - only bitterness. do not be like the eggs!

we can be like the coffee beans. the boiling water does not change the coffee powder. the coffee powder changes the water. the water has become better because of the coffee powder. see it, smell it, taste it. the hotter the water, the better it tastes. we can be like the coffee beans. we can make something good from the problems we face. we make the world around us a better place.

do you want to be like the carrot, the egg or the coffee bean? you have a choice!

i think the writer of the story forgot one thing. the coffee beans has to be ground into powder first,right? so it means we gotta be hit by the troubles in life so bad before anything good can be made good out of it? the problem is, sometimes the hard knocks in life are just too hard to take.

results aren't fantastic but i'm in lesser danger of being retained. can promote, i think, but cannot keep 4 h2. depressing. especially bio. bio always makes me miserable. it didn't fail to do so today. especially when i was like, near the bottom of the cohort. sighxzx.

i wanna cheer for Erica though, she got an A (: (don't let this inflate your already inflated head :D) and for cherylanne too! she passed quite well i think (: farha that smart slacker, got a damn B for chem wtf. hahaha. i've nice and smart friends uh. haha

i'm a cross between the carrot and egg, i think. but i don't hate others, that's for sure.

escape from this afterlife.

2008-09-22T18:39:00.002+08:00

oh my, results all in one flood tmr.

i'm praying hard for the courage to face up to what i've done.

damn scared right now.

fuck the damn chinese, i can't believe how fucking irresponsible it is of those producers to put melamine in milk products. imagine, you're an infant and you develop a kidney stone AND IT WASN'T EVEN YOUR FAULT. IT'S BECAUSE OF THESE FUCKED UP ASSHOLES THAT JUST WANNA MAKE A FUCKING PROFIT. don't get me started on the other food scares.

excuse my language.

it's back to the daily grind.

a lonely road, crossed another cold state line.

2008-09-19T18:01:00.010+08:00

wth, all my mat friends are gg for A7X concert. i wanna go too ):

okay i should stop starting my posts with A7X! lololol

school today was such a waste of time. for me luhh. played basketball but it wasn't good. like hardly touch ball and it felt foreign in my hands today. happy for xinhui, she was asked to go for bball tryouts by the bball girls! awesomeeee. watched Kristy's Ajay and he reminds me of a monkey, more specifically sun wukong. HAHA!

after waiting for XinHui and Bony's tryout for badminton (they got in btw), the two cliques went bowling! not full cliques though. had XinHui, Erica, me, Jonnehs, Dixxay, QianHui, ShiQi, ~~Shawna~~/~~Caogay~~/Shawn. HAHA! but Erica didn't wanna bowl. my first game only bowled 70+, but last game managed to hit 118. not bad for my 3rd/4th time bowling! (((: two strikes on the last shot, that made me v suprised and happy :D:D:D

Fang is Dixxay! he got 100 in the end. haha! in case u're wondering, ECommerce is just an empty lane that XinHui, Dixxay and me took turns on. but turns out the computer system screwed up and we ended up playing away two games worth from Jonneh's lane. so they ended up paying for two extra games. sorry guys.

~~25 was on the lane beside us LOL! my score was his first game's score. HAHAHA WTH. saw one guy that looked like a shorter version of Beng when we were eating. ahha!~~

after that, went for sushi buffet at hei sushi! hahaha first time the two cliques had lunch outside tgt. LOL. XinHui was like 'why everytime we go out must eat some place expensive' LOL! our last day of gg out, next week normal sch time already mahh. sighxzx. i'm broke T.T

oh yeah, we had the green peas, i was eating one of them and was searching for the other pea in the pod while talking to XinHui but i didn't realise that i had squeezed the pea pod too hard and the last pea had already flown out! hit Erica and we started laughing like siao after she screamed lol. SORRY GIRL! didn't even notice that the pea flew out luhh. she thought it was an insect or smth hahah! our table quite noisy during the lunch but who cares :D

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subway cookies are the BEST. i absolutely love oatmeal raisin and CHOCOLATE CHIP. :D:D:D

here are some pics from ytd! when XinHui, Bernard, Andre and me went to Subway for lunch. COLD CUT TRIO! omg luhh. so very very nice! but my sweet onion sauce kept dripping out sigh. LeeBoon's recommendation! aye i miss her luhh. and all of my lunch clique ): AND MI PAE 08S11! after lunch the four of us went to the playground to act like kids again. hahaha

XinHui so light LOL!

Andre had trouble swinging cuz his legs were too long! hahahah

Andre and Bernard's creation. i'll leave u to go interpret what the blue bottle cap represents. HAHAHA

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twas a good day out :D:D:D

do the rudebox

2008-09-17T18:29:00.006+08:00

A7X tix are on sale but i'm not buying them ):

ANYWAY! it's been a really relaxing two days, i've been waking up late and enjoying every minute of it. touched the ebony and ivory keys too, it's good to play music again (: i haven't practised for idk how many months already. how shameful.

watched Prison Break Season 4, but only the second and third episodes. DON'T READ FURTHER IF U DON'T WANT SPOILERS. JUMP THIS PARAGRAPH. why the heck is Bellick with them!! T bag eating human meat is a bit funny luhh. "what's wrong, u had bad Mexican (food)?" "yeah, something like that". cuz he was travelling with this Mexican guy and the guy wanted to attack T bag to cook and eat him (they had been in the desert for 4 days without any food). then while T bag was fighting him off the Mex got killed in the struggle so T bag ate him [they didn't show the process though. haha]

i'm sort of not looking forward to the resuming of CCA. sighxzx. now all i'm hoping for is ~~good~~/~~satisfactory~~/promotable results so that i won't have to waste a year in JC. i've no intention of going through hell longer than i should have to. sighxzx.

hope this weekend will be a good one [i.e. i want my lazy sundays back]. these past months, i've been waking up earlier than anyone in the family just to get a start on my homework. having a BAD case of panda eyes that are currently partially hidden by my specs. so can't wait to be able to go for lasik and correct my vision. u have no idea how bad it is when u play sports and the specs are such a hindrance.

please God let my work and effort have paid off.

give me love, give me life.

2008-09-15T15:38:00.005+08:00

THE EFFING PROMOS ARE OVER!!!!

I REPEAT, OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woooonderful feeling!

after hardcore mugging the past two weeks, I'M FREE FROM THE BLOODY BOOKS AND LECTURE NOTES! JOY!!!!!!!!!!!!

played badminton with XinHui, Bony, Andre and Bernard after the last effing paper, chemistry! (i think i'll fail that btw. sighxzx.) now my right arm hurts. but it hurts in a good way! hahahah. playing against Bernard ain't fun cuz he does a lot of fast smacks! but quite a few of the smacks also smack out of court or into the net luhh. HAHAH. doubles with Bony + XinHui and me + Andre was quite fun too (: Andre's a real nice guy luhh. haha! ERICA REYES RODRIGUEZ PANGSEH-ED US CUZ SHE WANTED TO PLAY WITH CELLS. [the Spore game.] HAHAHA. i don't mind rotting at home these two days with my lappy and my stereo cuz i haven't been able to do that for idk how long! AND WINDOW SHOPPING TOO HAHAHAH!

yesterday, went to 4th aunt's house to celebrate cousin's birthday! but i had to lug my lappy there to study first luhh. haha. good dinner, and i ended up watching tv instead of studying! oh my lala. caught a damn gay picture of my cousins Amos and Rupert. HAHAHA. I SHALL POKE U SOON RUPERT, U WATCH OUT. :D

RANDOM DEDICATIONS/SHOUTOUTS/WHATEVER U CALL THEM!

Erica: thanks v much for ur shoutout! i appreciate it lots. :D i shall not emo! haha. and QUICK BUY GUITAR HERO I SHALL CAMP OVER AT UR HOUSE TO PLAY AND KICK UR BROTHER OUT PLS :D hahahha

XinHui: WINDOW SHOPPING WEDNESDAY PULL BENDIX ALONG! and BASKETBALL SOON!

Bony: THANKS for the game today! IT WAS FUNXZXXZXZ :D:D:D

Farha: PROMOS ARE OVER BAYBEH!!!!!!!!!!!

Fatty: GET OFFLINE AND STAY OFFLINE UNTIL UR O LEVELS ARE OVER!

okay ppl i'm off to enjoy my TWO DAYS OF DOING NOTHING :D:D:D
all the best to those in teh other JCs!!! i am NOT suan-ing. for once. especially about ~~mugger~~ MJC. HAHAHHAHA

P.S ANYONE CAN BUY ME TIX TO AVENGED SEVENFOLD LIVE IN SINGAPORE!?!?!? PLEASE I'LL LOVE U FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE :D:D:D AND A WHITE/RED PSP TOO PLEASE HAHAHAHHA

[EDIT]
i've just finished catching up on HEROES SEASON 2!!! oh my tianxzx!!! i think Kristen Bell (Elle, the girl that shoots lightning) and Ali Larter (Niki/Jessica/Gina) are DAMN CHIO CAN. and NICHOLAS D'AGOSTO (WEST) IS SO DARN CUTE!!!! hahahah! and in the show he's like so sweet, omg!

here's the webby to watch it for free, but the screensize is ~~pathetic~~ not very good and some epis are missing but WHAT THE HECK! 50% of something is better than 100% of nothing :D:D:D

http://www.cucirca.com/2007/05/27/watch-heroes-online/

IT'S BEEN A GREAT DAY :D:D:D
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and the rain will kill us all.

2008-09-13T11:48:00.014+08:00

studying hard for chem paper 1 yo! must remember to memorise alkenes and not make the stupid mistake again, like what i did for paper 2. sighxzx.

gathering at 3rd aunt's house later! cousin suprised me by calling my phone and asking me

'amanda u drink bacardi right? what flavour u want?'
'err ya why? orh, for later uh? erm i like lime haha'
'haha yeah. so how many u want? 5?'
'huh?!'
'haha joking la! okay i get u the lime one yeah'

i was like doing chemical bonding qns when the call came so i was a little stoned la. haha. slow reaction bodoh. looking forward to later! :D:D:D extended family gatherings rock luhh. hahaha

favourite pictures ahahahah :D

nowadays, i feel like they're drifting away from me. is there something wrong with me or what? i don't want to end up like a certain classmate being an outcast and having a bad time. i'm already having a miserable time as it is in jc and they're the ones which make the days more endurable. i love my friends, they are the best one could ever ask for. but recently it seems like i'm getting to be the loner of the clique. sigh, i just hope this bad feeling will go away. maybe one day i'll understand what good friends are really made up of.

there's nothing here to take for granted.

the preservation of the martyr in me.

2008-09-11T17:08:00.012+08:00

najiy just made me v unhappy luhh. tell me he finished promos alr and say "im gonna take my 5 days 4 nights holiday to the carribean, wanna go? hahahahha". I STILL HAVE ONE STINKIN PAPER TO GO. ): but nevermind, today was a pretty okay day uh!

math was hmm-idk-hope-it'll-be-okay kinda paper. the proving questions rocked yo. but screw differentiation luhh. stupid. first qn i can't do cuz i forgot to study dy/dx graph. smart amanda. very smart.

lunch with the usuals at LJS (our usual lunch place HAHA, either this or pizza hut), and i can't believe we spent an hr at popular looking at little kiddy books. haha! u know, those big books from shows such as 'the incredibles' and 'ice age', having the buttons at the side for sound effects. and we were looking at pokemon books identifying pokemon and playing the 'where's the pokemon' games they had in the book. i think ppl must have been staring at us with this thought "weird uh, this bunch of jc ppl poring over children's books?" hahaha

finally, i can sleep and not wake up until super late tmr! but then i have to mug chem. I NEED TO PULL UP THE SCORE FROM THE ~~FUCKED UP~~ ESSAY.

it's very bad to hear a girl swearing so much right? :( but i can't really help it. i've gotten too used to it, and this is not an excuse aight. i think this is how i relieve tension uh. promos has made me ~~fucking~~ stressed la. what if i retain? what if my grades are so terrible? i don't think my heart can stand the disappointment when i get my results. :( and to think i used to flinch whenever i heard 'the eff word'. haaa.

damn bus was flooded with ngee ann students today. sorry random observation. nothing against NAS, don't worry. ohh, went home from tuition ytd, i think i took the same bus as one distant cousin of mine from ngee ann. i only see him once a year for idk how many years already. ahh we don't even talk to each other LOL. i like his mother though. nice lady, i think(:

this is the guy that plays West, Claire's boyf in Heroes! i think he's good looking luhh! hahaha. and hayden panettiere has gotten prettier from season 1. even though she looks funnay in this pic. candid much! HAHA i wanna watch Prison Break 4 and Heroes LUHH!

okay one more paper! those who've finished promos pls don't suan :D LET'S GO S05 LET'S GO!

got peektures from www.gregbeeman.blogspot.com !!! for HEROES! lots of on site photos so imma happy girl :D

a contemplative nicholas. GOOD LOOKING RIGHT! hahahahha

cast of heroes! :D:D:D

check it out yo! the director's pose is damn funnay luhh. haha

omg PETER PETRELLI :D:D:D

WHOA SYLARRRRR

long post uh! hahaha

bite the hand that feeds.

2008-09-10T22:35:00.003+08:00

ONE MORE PAPER AND I CAN HAVE A BREAK.
TWO MORE PAPERS AND I'M FREE FROM PROMOS!!!

oh my, bio and chinese were fucked up today :( my bio structured was like, anyhow do and the essay? i STUDIED, BUT IT DIDN'T COME OUT THE WAY I WANTED IT TO! T.T chinese? who gives a fuck about chinese? definitely not me. i do apologise for my language. and no, i'm not being sarcastic here, really.

this means, i need to do well for math in order to pull up my marks! oh my shit i DON'T WANT TO RETAIN AND CHANGE CLASS :(

ohh, something made me really happy! even though i wasn't exactly cheery in school today luhh. HAHAHA :D:D:D

shall end off with my conversation with RETARD/FATTY/WISELY! this was from a few days ago! hahaha
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[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] says:
u see

[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] says:
amanda is a banana

[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] says:
she is a banana monster

[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] says:
banana monster is a monster

[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] says:
monster lives inhell

[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] says:
amanda banana is in hell (jc)

[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] says:
she is 100% monster

[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] says:
D:

[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] says:
SEE

[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] says:
:D:D:D
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this just occured lol
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[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] Waiting for Naruto Shippuden Movie 2 :Bonds. says:
you are the one who deceives yourself

[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] Waiting for Naruto Shippuden Movie 2 :Bonds. says:
banana

[a=1]-Teaze-[c=14] I found the lost note to my melody.[/a][/c=0] Waiting for Naruto Shippuden Movie 2 :Bonds. says:
stop acting like a human!

amanda says:
RETARD

amanda says:
STOP ACTING NORMAL

amanda says:
HAHAHHAA
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BYE PEOPLE ALL THE BEST FOR TEH PROMOS MAY NO ONE RETAIN (bony this should sound familiar to u!!!)

forgiving what i've done.

2008-09-09T12:35:00.003+08:00

DNA REPLICATION FORK

quick post! break from revision [omg bio's so tough luhh!]

the promos are here, i don't think i did a good essay for GP and econs, i might be able to pass! chem today, total wtf. i couldn't do the last question at all cuz i didn't study alkenes. AH WHO THE F CARES LA.

life's been okay, and apparently, the end of the world could start today. due to the firing up of some LHC thingy. i forgot what's the full name. it's something to recreate the Big Bang which supposedly creates Earth. well as long as it doesn't hurt, i don't mind the world coming to an end. it's sick enough as it is.

i think i talk too much, sometimes. wanted to tell Bony her taoghey was walking past downstairs but i sorta interrupted their prayer. ahh pfff. sorreh.

ohh, teachers' day, went back to HSC and it was GOOD to see all the ex-classmates. and the dinner on 2nd sept was great :D except for the thing about pastamania not being halal. V SORRY YEAH. seriously :(

meeting the primary school dudes was great too :D even though i didn't get to catch up very much with them! sighxzx. ohh, fatty wants his link to be the very first one. hahaha

okay back to DNA GENOMICS AND THE MESELSON-STAHL EXPERIMENT! :D

nice anot nice anot! my wallpaper lol :D

i can ride my bike with no handlebars

2008-08-26T19:10:00.004+08:00

nice song, this. addictive. flobots - handlebars

this is awesome. really(: i wanna do all of this one day (: then it'll really be a perfect day. jason mraz - i'm yours

hiatus. (for real).

fall for you

2008-08-22T16:33:00.003+08:00

so much for a hiatus. haha

got the archives back, labelled 'be kind rewind'. gosh i really can't believe i blogged all that back when i was a teensy sec 1. holy shit dude. it's damn funny when i read it now. (stop laughing Erica, i know you are)

basketball ytd, after the muay thai thingy on wed. wow tired to the max. really wish i can just fall asleep now. and i still have school tmr. oh, the joy of being a JC student in Singapore. nothing beats this feeling.

(i am SO sacarstic. cynical much?)

Feng Tianwei is out :( LI JIAWEI GET A BRONZE PLEASE.

i think Cavana's Honeygrilled Chicken Rice is v nice. haa. redroast ain't that bad too. sorry random.

have a shitload of homework this weekend.

tata, i'm off to tackle integration. why do i even need to know integration for my future is beyond me as i've no intention of being an engineer or anything along that line.

critical acclaim

2008-08-19T21:18:00.003+08:00

got my lappy!
singapore got silver for olympics table tennis!
phelps gets his 8 golds! and a special award!
lezak saves the day!
no more arguing over desktop with bro!
passed chinese!
~~TOG and beng LOL~~

failed bio.
mood swings.
eyebags and tiredness.
shitload of work and so little time.

my lappy still doesn't have full microsoft office -.- stupid trial.

by the way, u need a break, click the blubari link next to the present icon (: some stress relief. BY DARYL BONG! ~~BONG BONG BONG BONG hahaha~~

time to work hard. hiatus.

masquerade

2008-08-16T10:35:00.005+08:00

OMG OMG OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE THE LAST FINAL!!!

100M BUTTERFLY MEN - RESULT: FINAL
1ST: MICHAEL PHELPS - 50.58
2ND: MILORAD CAVIC - 50.59

HOLY SHIT DUDE EFFING CLOSE!!!!

most scary thing was, phelps wasn't even in the top three when it came to the turn at 50m. THEN HE CAUGHT UP SO HARD IN THE LAST 10M OR SO. JUST EDGED OUT CAVIC. i was screaming like mad thank God no one else was at home =P

yesterday, after GP timed assignment, rushed down to catch Feng Tianwei's match against Park Mi Young. nail biting semi-final indeed! (ooh, i think i told caogay it was quarter-final. SORRY SHAWN!!!) U SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE LONG VOLLEYS THAT FENG TIANWEI SENT AND PARK CATCHING THEM ALL. FANTASTIC MAN. so many people were watching at the TV near the turnstile and we were like, cheering so loudly! except kristy la, that kao pei kia. hahaha kidding! KOREA LOST TO SINGAPORE NYEAH NYEAH (okay that was childish hurhur.)

thursday, played basketball after P.E... great game after so long. haven't been on court for 4 years in a real game and i tyco-ed in quite a few shots. haha. like, amazed at it myself yo. but i remember why i 'quit' basketball. cuz the ball seems to love my face a lot. haaa.oh my oh my i saw him with his classmates at the next court =P

oh my, federer and the williams sisters are out T.T

COME ON ~~CHINA IMPORTS~~ SINGAPORE!

PHELPS 7 DOWN 1 TO GO!!!!!!!!

just fine

2008-08-13T20:27:00.003+08:00

lovely people (:

got to watch phelps race today! OH MY SHIT SO TOTALLY COOL CAN. when he did his 200m butterfly final everybody was like cheering for him in the canteen! hahahhaaaa. and i only got to watch his bit of the 4x200 freestyle final! cuz too many people were dashing out of the LT during math lecture, and the lecturer got suspicious. ~~(especially cuz that J lover grr)~~ Erica and i were lucky! though we only got to watch phelps and not lezak and anyone else. HE'S TOTALLY AWESOME CAN!!! the others were trailing behind him at least two body lengths away when he was finishing his part of the relay la!! and one body length faster than the world record!! and not to mention he's totally hot, right Sheryl? -swoons-

was super distracted during math lecture while waiting to go watch the 4x200 final! "omg, like, is it 11.20 yet?!?! AAARGH!"sorry tcher. (: olympics only happens once every 4 yrs and PHELPS IS JUST AMAZING!!! 5 down, 3 to go!

oh, oh, beng looks v smart in a tie :D sorry random!

AND AND AND I SAW A KOREAN BADMINTON PLAYER IN TODAY'S MATCH THAT LOOKS ASTONISHINGLY LIKE TOG HAHAHAHHA

okay, it's time to do written report. bleh. can't wait 'til i get my own laptop manzzz.

shadow of the day

2008-08-11T10:28:00.000+08:00

fuck all.

barbosa is hungry

2008-08-05T21:11:00.004+08:00

replies to tags...

rystine: u still read my blog (: yeah, we watched until the surgery part. hard to believe that such practices still go on huh. the world's sick.

xinhui: not very emo la... haha. yep. i agree totally.

pris: of course i don't cuz they're just too funny for words... haha kidding. aww, i miss u too. still rmb the times when u hear me speak chinese then keep laughing right. hahahaha

cs: yeah.. :( so u better go back hsc on teachers day k! :D dinner with ms ong after that, hopefully (:

i'm tired. thank God for my friends who wake me up in the mornings and make the day a better one. i think if not for them i'd be even unhappier with my life. i'm sorry i'm so vulgar. it's the way i express myself. metal is currently rocking my socks. ~~i hate jc.~~

put me out of my fucking misery.

2008-07-31T21:13:00.006+08:00

i'm tired. i'm v tired everyday. there's hardly anything worth smiling about these days. superficial. now excuse me for this post as it's gonna be pretty much vulgar. i'm sorry. don't like it just click the little red x.

honour killing. fucking rubbish. no killing has every been for honour, nor will it ever be. a woman in pakistan was brutally tortured because her husband saw her talking to her male cousin and thought they were having an affair. so, he tied her up, beat her until her ribs broke, cut off her ears (because she didn't listen to him), cut off her nose, cut out her eyes (so she wouldn't see things that he did not want her to see), and cut off her tongues so that she wouldn't be able to testify. all in all, he only got 14 years jail.

i cannot believe how such practices are commonplace in some rural areas of the world. men supposedly read from the Quran that God wanted men to kill their wives if their wives commited any immoral act. the irony is that these 'laws' are preached by illiterate men who supposedly can read the Quran. in pakistan, general ~~pervert~~ pervez musharaff claims that women shelters are built. yes they're built, but not within access for these women. might as well i give u toilet paper when u shit but i give u wet toilet paper right. where's the sense in it? women are liberated in pakistan? my fucking arse they are. some may be, yes, but how about those in rural villages? when they can't even read to know that they are entitled to safety and honour? even if it's in asylum?

a woman can be sentenced to 10 years jail if she goes to the police reporting she has been raped but cannot prove it (btw, four men are needed to validate her report. i.e. four men have to see her being raped.) there are too few women activists to correct this crime. men don't kill to protect their honour, they kill to protect their pride. cannot lose face if ur wife is immoral. in some/many cases, women are tortured just for interacting with anyone of the opposite sex except for their husbands. an eye for an eye, i say. in this case, i mean it figuratively and literally.

don't believe me and think i'm just blowing hot air? go watch the national geographic video. sorry, i forgot what's the name of the vid.

yesterday, i suddnly reminisced about my sec 4 days.

i remember the first day we sat in the 4e2 classroom, me beside adeline, in front of priscilla, behind andrea.
i remember listening to adeline's handphone/iPod cuz my mp3 player was taken away from me.
i remember priscilla telling me all about her love life.
i remember andrea and irish's funny conversations.
i remember their fight.
i remember cher hao trying to woo andrea.
i remember the fight between veronika and melvin after school.
i remember the chess fad and wrestling cards mania.
i remember hong jie being expelled.
i remember veronika and me having cold war.
i remember our weekly friday lunches at library cafe.
i remember getting locked out of SS class and 'bullying' wayne.
i remember all the yelling from mr njoo.
i remember the lunches with my friends.
i remember the great times we had tgt, sharing rubbish jokes and slogging through class.
i remember laughing at how chun ee walks and how he'll be like on his wedding day.
i remember how we were all mugging for the O's tgt.
i remember the day we took graduation photographs.
i remember graduation night.

suddenly, i miss 4e2 '07 a hell lot. and i love 08s05 a hell lot too.

goodnight world.

scream, scream, scream

2008-07-26T21:46:00.013+08:00

as promised!

drool x)

imagine my shock. hahah

for an ice cream cake, it's hard to cut. haha

xinhui and bony!

i was trying v hard not to burst out laughing. cuz she presented it to me like some giant cheque. haa!

lovely people =D

kpk! :D

farha, sheryl and naz!

awww. (:

~~qianqian~~QIANHUI!

TG lover, erica! haha. not v nice photo here though. :(

bendix name big big there! haha.

lovely clique :D:D:D

went for dinner with mitch, ferly, daryl, bong, jude, zizhao and kevon! v nice catching up with them, even though i got bullied. "eh tp noob!" "u for chinese!" sia laaaa. hahaha. AND WHAT A SMALL WORLD IT IS. SINGAPORE IS MINISCULE. know so many people! hahah. i never kevon was such a nice guy. like, v v v nice. haha! :D poor thing, u. abt a certain -AHEM- person haha! even though u shoved a cap in my face just to make me close my eyes for the suprise haha!

thanks mitch and ferly for the cake, it's V sweet of u guys <3 and to the rest for making the dinner happen! (even though it got cancelled like, twice? haha) we gotta meet up for a longer time soon alright! :D

i've got a GREAT BIG ~~FUCKING~~ load of homework this week.

scream the way you would if i ravaged your mind

2008-07-23T18:05:00.002+08:00

road run! walao. wet weather and they have no back up plan or whatever. pffff. saw TOG when dad drove me, julius and bernard there. haaaa. he didn't run. but 25 and ah beng ran! hahaha. after the run, we rented bike, me and xinhui took the double bike. lousy bikes ergh. then lunched at the lagoon then we went erica's house (:

wii-ed a little, walao my tennis skills all gone man. SKILLS OKAY. I EVER WIN TWICE IN A ROW. HAHAHA. then we used erica's skates. whoo i haven't forgotten skating! didn't fall down but looked very weird when i was doing turns. haha. must practise more.

UPLOADED THE PICS! :D:D:D get them from photobucket okay class! :D
i'll blog those pics another day! brother wants the com ><

h! vltg3

2008-07-22T18:29:00.006+08:00

wow, so much work to do. economics essay, economics case study, pw pw pw. not forgetting other tutorials. A FOR PW YO!!!

haha. my new nike water bottle is niceee. and kristy's got the larger version. julius and shiqi have diff color ones. sia laaa. haha!

joined back TPJChoir. no longer cca-less okay bony. hope won't be thought of badly or smth. cuz of quitting when the going was tough and then joining back. it wasn't like that okay. i had my reasons, and i didn't want to commit to something i wasn't sure i'd be happy in. but after talking to ms ong i felt that i should join back. i want to love, really really love singing again. i have always loved singing but the love was gone for awhile. i'll never stop loving music, that's for sure. ~~even if i can't click with the dudes there,~~ i'll give it my best shot. so aloha tenor and A2s. (: i really hope more boys will join as i don't wanna do the guys part. ~~hot ones please~~ oh gosh. memories of sectionals with nigel and the tenors are haunting me! hahaha. they paid off k! at least they finally got the parts well. nigel! father quek. daryl's handsome boy. oh gosh daryl check ur eyes. btw the blurbari comics are damn funny. (:

lunch today was damn funny. "have u ever walked in on ur parents in the middle of sex?" SICK. but funny.

college road run tmr. or should i say walk. haa. have i mentioned that i totally LOVE my clique? and my class? even though we're split into two cliques, the two cliques can work well tgt manzzz. really thankful to God for great friends like them and let's get promoted tgt alright! no dropping to 3H2 either!

~~25! TOG!~~ ECONOMICS ESSAYS KNN. PROMOS WTF. PRO-F*ING-MOS. QUOTE SHERYL, WHAT THE F*CK AND F*CK THE WHAT.

supersonic overdrive

2008-07-17T21:05:00.010+08:00

aww, i'm 17! finally. haha! didn't expect my day to turn out this good :D k this is gonna be a lengthy post (:

woke up as usual, but my mum thought i was running a slight fever. yeah felt a little feverish but got better halfway through the day. received many msgs, thanks v v v much to all who remembered (: and ERICA! THANK YOU FOR WAKING UP AT MIDNIGHT TO WISH ME EVEN THOUGH I WAS SLEEPING! AND FOR THIS!

i'm so totally honoured :DDD now, don't let your head swell too large :D i can see it expanding oh no!!! hahahaha kidding!

haha then i didn't see any of my clique this morning! was a little disturbed by this but nvm! thought they were all late. haha! skipped PE, got embarrassed at the track when the girls sang/shouted happy birthday to me (="=) awww shucks u guys are the best (: found chinese very boring, maths lecture i forgot my notes, and chemistry was f-ing sian. hated the stupid arse that took over ms huang today. $%&@#$%.

then caryn INSISTED i had to go toilet with her. sort of suspected something was up, then we went canteen after going general office, and saw S05 gathered there with two cakes! i was so shocked, cuz i didn't expect this to happen. and jonneh made me scared cuz he acted like he was gonna smash the cake in my face when i was going to blow out the candles! haha. the ice cream cake was absolutely delish. and i was presented with the huge huge card and my present from art box! aww. heart melts. (:

during recess, bernard nearly NEARLY gave everything away. when he came to us after buying his drink, he said "wah that fruits stall aunty so bad don't let me put cake there." but i was talking to bony and didn't hear a thing! what i did hear was that the whole table suddenly went super quiet and erica and xinhui's faces were like damn funny. then they started laughing like siao. then i kept asking what happened, xinhui said bernard farted! OMG. after the surprise they told me the whole story and we kept laughing like mad hahahahha! highlight of the day LOL!

ohh, and erica took a photo of TOG! hahahahahhaaaa. stalker much? she says i'm secretly glad but i'm not saying anything =P

i saw ah beng today! like, many times. (he's much better looking than beanstalk la can.) and xinhui's ear studs. and DE the tiko (read hokkien). haha!!!!! didn't see 25 :( hahaha!

thank you Erica, XinHui, Caryn, Bernard, Shi Ting (bony) and Andre for the gift (: and thank you S05 for the awesome surprise (: i really really appreciate it and u guys totally blew my socks off today. :DDD

also, thanks my greatest relatives (2nd aunt, 4th aunt, aizhen jie, kok ann kor, shu zhen jie), jonneh, jiaxin, geraldine darling, eileen tay, jiaying, caroline (happy birthday to u twin!), daryl, veronika, adeline, steph phua, steph yeo, john, omar, priscilla BD, priscilla 4e2'07, su wei, jen hun, najiy, rachael, cherylanne, anna, vera, jonneh, qianhui, kristy, sheryl nazreen farha (for screaming happy birthday for me :D), michelle, shiqi, yuqian! basically all of S05 haha! this is in random order alright! and sorry for leaving anyone out kk? (:

my giant card :D thanks sheryl darling!

bony with my card. haha.

third cake of the day, oh my gosh. from my parents :D getting fatter :'(
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look at this...

amanda says:
hey

amanda says:
gg dancefest tmr?

najiy says:
yupps

najiy says:
with my friens

najiy says:
y?

amanda says:
just askin

najiy says:
wanna me go on a date with u?

najiy says:
gahhaha

amanda says:
haha

amanda says:
i've got better taste

amanda says:
:D

najiy says:
oei

najiy says:
dun talk to u))=

amanda says:
aww

amanda says:
hey 17 already!

amanda says:
more mature pls

najiy says:
hmmph!

amanda says:
hahahaha u think u cute?

amanda says:
tsk tsk

najiy says:
yes((=

najiy says:
not think

najiy says:
i know

amanda says:
aww man can't believe i just saw that

najiy says:
hah!

tsk so thick skin. and he's 17 already. more like 1+7 = 8 la. haha!
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more peektures later, erica hasn't uploaded them yet! but it's gonna look like, ah man, unglam. haha. sweet 17, thank you all for making it special. :)))))

let's start the killing, start the killing.

2008-07-12T13:27:00.004+08:00

went to make new specs, but not wearing them just yet. causing me to feel damn nauseous. ergh. don't really like the frame either, but it's a necessity. so yeah.

lunched with the usuals minus BONY (grrr always not joining us) at LJS! Andre was like "we're eating at short jane gold." go figure. haha! XinHui, Caryn, Erica and me walked from school to TM. LOSE WEIGHT! hahaha. then had this really funny conversation which i cannot put here. :D

reached LJS, saw Andre with TWO sets of food when Bernard already had his. then we were like a little shocked. haha. because Andre had ordered "i want 1 combo 2", the manager processed it in his mind as Combo 1 AND 2! hahaha. and Andre went "wah lucky they don't have Combo 1 to 5. next time i'll order 'i want 5, no, 4, no, 3, no, 2, no, 1 combo 1. they'll probably give me Combo 1 2 3 4 5.' " SRSLY FUNNY LA, THAT GUY. he may look skinny but got tummy! aww. haha

oh yeah! thursday we played captain's ball for PE! ms siti also played with us lol. and u won't believe how heavy the goalpost is. cuz we helped ms siti carry them to the field for the teachers' match. the match was REALLY GOOD, gosh. haven't had so much fun for so long. i absolutely LOVE my class. ~~(apart from someone with B.O. and the damn irritating idiot.)~~ we all played well and Andre's, Jon's and Dix's defence were good cuz they're quite tall lah hor. haha! nearly tripped over Andre's legs when trying the smack the ball out of court haha. too tall!

watched Ghost Whisperer last night. after so long. and yes, i cried. so touching. haha. imagine the pain of losing your only child. i'm never gonna have kids. i don't want them to suffer with the education system and the needs to live up to expectations. and i'll probably be the kan cheong mother who sends her kids to every single tuition class available and wants her kids to be perfect in every damn way when nobody can.

lalala, i shall go and do my econs essay now. ohmyshit i DREAD next saturday. meet the parents. WTF.

oh yes, happy birthday beatrice (: like u'll even come here anyway. haha. najiy's on tues and mine on thurs! :D

no hope, no love, no glory.

2008-07-08T18:12:00.003+08:00

been listening to so much metal lately, my ears hurt. but they hurt in a good way. haa.

spent most of the day slacking in school. haha. wow i'm about average of my cohort for biology. amazing. but then again it's biology. AHEM __ X 10 = ___ ERICA! fill in your blanks :D

so we had free mother tongue period (YESSS) and we slacked the three periods away. and i was supposed to do my chinese work la actually. heh. kept zs-ing caryn about her anime boyfriends/husbands, nearly died laughing, really. i LOVE those girls. but caryn should really learn to not love her anime so much haha.

bored during math revision. at least it paid off ha.

time to hit the books, and hit the track more.

critical acclaim

2008-07-06T18:06:00.002+08:00

don't call me emo cuz of this skin :D

okay, results aren't so good, but who cares. just gotta work harder. though i'm not looking forward to the next parent teacher meeting. when my dad sees my report card.

SO addicted to Avenged Sevenfold's Critical Acclaim. daaaamn nice. if i hadn't gone to MI and met Amsyar and Omar, i wouldn't even have tried A7x! haha thanks u guys

oooh! and i met Amsyar and his twin when i bus-ed home last thurs! i only saw his twin at first. then i saw both of them. then one smiled at me. and my brain processed, "that's amsyar! the other guy is his twin la no wonder look a bit different LOL"

...... okay that was a little retarded.

frisbee's fun :DDD

"i eat when i'm upset, okay?" - Po, Kungfu Panda

Shh be quiet, you might piss somebody off
Like me motherfucker, you've been at it for too long
While you feed off others insecurities
You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds

(Self-righteousness is wearing thin)
Lies inside your head your bestfriend
(Heart bleeds but not for fellow man)
Broken glass, your fake reflection

I've had enough its time for something real
Don't respect the words you're speaking
Gone too far, a clone

pocketful of sunshine

2008-07-02T16:02:00.002+08:00

Qns; The person who tagged you is?
jonathan (jonneh!)

Qns; What is your relationship with him/her/them?
funny classmate!

Qns; Your 5 impressions of him/her/them?
funny, weird, tall, hardworking, nice guy (:

Qns; The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
err, nothing so far? haha! if u count joking during chemistry practicals then okay la haha.

Qns; If he/she becomes your lover, you will ... ?
be happy? hahaha. nahh i think that prolly won't happen (:

Qns; If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improves on?
err so far nothing? i don't know him very well haha sorreh

Qns; If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...?
wonder how did jonneh ever become my enemy haha

Qns; If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
malicious lies haha

Qns; The most desire thing you want to do for him/her/them now is?
squirt KMnO4 at him. haha kidding!

Qns; Your overall impression on him/her?
happy, great believer in God. (:

Qns; How do you think people around you will feel about you?
i'm lame, i guess. not the bai ka lame.

Qns; The character you love of yourself is...?
putting my trust in God and always trying to look on the bright side of things.

Qns; On the contrary, the character you hate dislike yourself are ...?
emotional. sometimes i think too much.

Qns; The most ideal person you want to be is?
a great friend one can count on and to be totally truthful to myself and everyone.

Qns; For people who care & like you, say something about them.
thank you. i love u all (:

Qns; Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1. michelle
2. daryl
3. erica
4. jiaxin
5. Geraldine law! :D
6. Rachael
7. Xinhui
8. cherylanne
9. rasyidah
10. priscilla (4e2'07)

Qns; Who is number six having relationship with ?
i've no idea haha.

Qns; Is 9 a male or female?
female

Qns; If 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing?
nahh they both have significant others hahahaaa

Qns; How about 5&8 ?
nahh. they ain't lesbians.

Qns; What's number 2 studying about?
game design at SP!

Qns; When was the last time you chatted with number 3?
two hours ago haha

Qns; Is number 4 single?
yeah

Qns; Talk something casually about number 1.
cute, dependable friend (:

i'm so nice to jonneh to do his quiz! hahahah. aw man, my results are crap. and my chinese is ~~fucked~~. U grade sianz. then i passed my chem and econs. wow econs is so totally ironic. and bio sub pass = still fail ha. please have good results for math and GP :( make me feel better please? :(((

okay tired and gonna do homework! ~~dear~~ brother please recover from bronchitis soon (wow i'm such a nice sister heh.)

i've got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine

i can do the damn thing

2008-06-28T15:19:00.003+08:00

exams are over, gay shit. both science will die, bio flunk beyond u grade (quoted from najiy haha) maths okay, gp okay, econs die. so overall = die. oh well.

PHILIPP LAHM IS CUTE AND HE SAVED GERMANY DURING THE SEMIS. GO GERMANYYYYY HAHAHAAAA

but i think spain has a good chance. still supporting germany haha!

last day of exams was listening compre -.- half bloody hour on a friday. went bowling after that at safra with the usuals. then had lunch and caught Wanted movie with erica. great show (: curved bullets and all. haha. but very bloody and full of language i'm used to. haha =X

gonna savour this last weekend of slacking...

shopping for labels, shopping for love

L is for the way you look at me

2008-06-23T21:07:00.003+08:00

i put my pm on msn as "mugging for biology and wondering why i even took the subject." then suddenly i see this pop up.

Jia Hao says:
hey amanda

Jia Hao says:
let me give u an answer for ur question

Jia Hao says:
coz tat is the only subject u can take

amanda says:
eh what sia

amanda says:
nice friend u are

Jia Hao says:
of coz

Jia Hao says:
u can take physic meh

amanda says:
of cos not las

amanda says:
lah*

Jia Hao says:
tats why la

Jia Hao says:
u can only take chem or bio

Jia Hao says:
so u got nothing to choose

Jia Hao says:
so shut up and study

amanda says:
thanks ah jiahao

amanda says:
i feel so much better

amanda says:
-.-

Jia Hao says:
ur welcome

nice of him to put perspective to my thoughts, huh.

L is for the way you look at me

don't get it twisted, don't get clever

2008-06-19T21:03:00.004+08:00

finally. i've FINALLY MEMORISED MY CHEM BONDING II. all the funny shapes and names. an accomplishment! -puffs up chest with pride-

haha. went to watch narnia prince caspian last night! thanks mum for the tix (: asked Erica and Caryn along. and i got my red ozozo wallet! WHOOPEE! coveted it for quite a while heh heh. Caryn got lost while looking for the cinema. ~~sua gu!~~ haha kidding!! went in late, managed not to trip and look like a fool while looking for our seats =P just in time to see Peter fighting with some other people. he looks so much more good looking now... ahh.... ok snap out of it!

Erica and Caryn were going on and on about how handsome Edmund is. PLEASE LA HE LOOKS SO IMMATURE. COMPARED TO PETER AND PRINCE CASPIAN. haha! Erica's mildly pissed that Susan gets to hug Peter and kiss Prince Caspian. SO WHAT. hahaha! not bad a show, but the story line ain't as good as Narnia: the lion, the witch and the wardrobe. AND WHY WAS THE WHITE WITCH STILL IN THIS SHOW? AND WHAT THE HELL, ASLAN ONLY CAME IN DURING THE LAST 15 MINS OF THE MOVIE?! lame ending, actually.

cute right? cuter than Edumund correct liao :D apparently he's 21! i was guessing 19 or so...

aww, school's starting soon and it means the exams are here. pfff.

don't get it twisted, don't get clever, this is the most craziest shit ever

the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing.

2008-06-16T17:23:00.006+08:00

whoosh taking a break from chemistry. been trying to memorise stupid chemical bonding and respiration as well (that's biology like duh). whoa all the funny names in glycolysis and krebs cycle. WHO GIVES A SHIT ABOUT FRUCTOSE 1, 6-BIPHOSPHOGLYCERATE AND MALATE AND ALL THAT CRAP?

friday, went erica's house to study! STUDY, OKAY. WE DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH THE WII. but got use laptop awhile la. haha! then after that, went to block 85 for dinner with e2 peeps! aww man i miss 2007 cuz of my greatest class ever. haha! randolph not so stoner already! melvin's just as irritating, if not even more. pfff. chun ee still has no backbone! weichieh so emo ah. because of *cough*pris*cough* hahahaaaa! 13 ppl turned up (woah friday the 13th) but it was great nonetheless, even though i got suan-ed the whole way! MAKE UP FOR LOST TIME RIGHT? hahahah

aww kwang's face is blocked. sorry jiahao i'm too tall! or u're TOO SHORT! haha

happy birthday CHERYL LEE, RACHAEL AND MY DEAR MOTHER!
friendster's currently screwed up so i can't give/reply to comments. pffff. x(

skeletons in my closet

2008-06-12T14:41:00.003+08:00

love this show. totally.

i think T-Bag's a double-crossing-asshole, sofia's pretty, Bellick is a loser, Sucre and Scofield are hot, and Susan's one tough bitch.

oh and i love CSI too, of course.

just an orange county girl

2008-06-09T14:24:00.005+08:00

walao Singapore got thrashed by Uzbekistan. first match 3-7, WHAT THE HELL. major embarrasment. at least the away match wasn't that bad. lost 1-0, and defence was definitely better than monday's. KHAIRUL AMRI AND INDRA! WHOO!

aw phooey. it's the second half of the june hols, means mugging time. I'M SORRY RASYIDAH AND GANG, CAN'T GO OUT WITH Y'ALL. ): another time k?? sorry! and all the best for exams! :D

i miss my lovely lunch clique :(

SOME PHOTOS FROM CLASS BBQ! WARNING: UNGLAM. all in the TPJC_08S05 album on photobucket!

shawn getting thrown into the pool!

first victim: Erica. think she looks quite funny (read: stupid) here xD

jon took this i think. pointing to something halfway to Nazreen, if i rmb correctly. hahahha

oh gosh Andre what are u doing???

Cazra and Sheryl! cazra's soooo cute (farha's little sis) and sheryl was nanny of the day. haha

dear xinhui was thrown in. haha. ooh what's jon and qianhui doing? -winks-

incomplete 08S05!

okok gtg struggle with chemical bonding now -.-

we can stick around and see this night through.

2008-06-05T20:07:00.005+08:00

CLASS BBQ ytd! fun fun fun. hahaha

okay, so me, Erica, Andre, Caryn and Bernard met up earlier to do the grocery shopping. XinHui was supposed to meet us but then she shopped in hougang first i think. then we walked to erica's house to wait for the otah/satay and to play wii. xinhui finally reached. haha. sia la, shouldn't have bought the xbox 360. the wii's so much more fun. played boxing, tennis, SOMEHOW couldn't beat erica's high score of 25 punching bags. i only managed 21 zzzzz.

then we played resident evil IV again! freaky as ever. haha. this time didn't get erica's brother to help. we managed to get thru the village of zombies! after what, four tries? BUT WE STILL GOT THRU OKAY. then we were exploring the farm, zombie comes to attack us, erica screamed damn loud can. WTS. made everyone scream too. hahahaha. sadly, we had to stop there cuz it's time to go to farha's house! thanks andre's mum and dad for ferrying us to farha's house from kembangan!

got the bbq started after everyone reached, then it was byebye diet time. haha! chicken wings were nice (no thanks to erica hahahahha) and the stingray too! farha's little sis is so CUTE! then some of us threw erica into the baby pool (so nice, not the deep one haha) and shawn too! shawn damn funny sia. "serious ah! serious ah!" but his phone went in too! omgosh. think if it's my phone i'll cry liao. haha. xinhui got thrown in too but she was gonna swim anyway. haha!

caryn and andre went off for a DAMN LONG TIME to find tongs, i think. then shi ting, erica and i were coming up with retarded theories on their long LONG absence. screwed up theories hahaha.

oosh. my biceps are hurting again. prolly cuz tried to punch too much. haha! ~~walao weak sia~~ wanted to gym with shi ting, but farha couldn't find the gym card, so we couldn't. oh well, another time okay lamer! :D

went survey-ing with pw group today. pretty funny (: glad we don't have much trouble working tgt and all. ((:

oh yes, all the best to jude, nigel, marianne, steph phua, steph yeo and yanhua for the overseas compi! enjoy yourselves in europe ~~lucky bastards~~. haha!

you step up, i'll step up too

2008-06-02T15:59:00.005+08:00

band/guitar concert! they're not bad at all (: funny that the band only got silver for SYF? but waddahell! it was a nice concert (: and jonneh can dance huh! hahaa

before the concert, went to erica's house to play wii! hahaha so fun. played wii tennis, bowling, boxing, and resident evil IV. walao gory game man. i don't mind the blood and all, it's just that the music is really creepy and it's like, so real! kept forgetting to point the control towards the tv to fire, and wasted a lot of bullets when u can just slash with the knife. i'll never play that game alone manzzz. too scary for words. especially when the zombies start coming at u all at once. erica was more scared than me, so she control the walking and i control the shooting. hahahah ~~coward~~

oh ya, when we reached a village, there were like, normal-looking people walking around and then a dead body burning on some hook. so we (erica and i) asked her brother what was going on. i think this was how the convo went...

erica: ehh angelo, those people are zombies is it?
angelo: no, they're friendly.
erica: huh then why got dead body burning there?
angelo: oh that's a zombie.
me: u sure ah, friendly ah.

so we thought it was alright, and walked towards the people. then suddenly there's the zombie sound and then all the villagers start coming to attack us. not enough bullet, dunno how to use knife yet, so we died la. walao her brother's a heck of a liar man. could hear him snickering when we died. grrr. then ask him to help us play out that part (which sister wouldn't? i also ask my brother to do that hahaha), he went to the back part of the village, picked up a box of bullets and just aim from the shelter. dude that's unfair man. haha

oh and erica lives near my cousin! haha. the blocks there are so purple -.- random observation. haha

sunday, went to catch indiana jones movie with adeline and veronika. supposed to go with steph and rahimah too, but they can't make it. grr. the movie was not bad, but compared to the old ones, indy's too old! sword fight between shia labeouf and cate blanchett was nice though. then jalan a bit, had dinner at subway with them, then rush home to catch princess diaries 2! nice movie hahaha. then after that, watched supersize me. oh my gosh. 30 days of pure macdonalds. this spurs me on to exercise more damn it. and i'm staying away from fast food. ~~period.~~ at most twice a month! I SWEAR.

ok going back to read my trashy romance novels again (: louise bagshawe rocks i tell u.

let the record play

2008-05-29T17:51:00.008+08:00

AMANDA'S LOVIN CHOCOLATE ICE-BLENDED BUBBLE TEA WITH BLACK PEARLS :D
me: i love pearls -drinks bubble tea contentedly=
andre: amanda, what species of pearl is this? -points to my bubble tea-
me: orh, tapioca! hahahahahha
andre: oh. so the pearls come out from the tapioca shells hor.
me: -gives wtf face and dies laughing-

haha! andre = lamer. shi ting = super lamer!!! haha. mummy daddy back from hongkong! whoooo edc and adidas. hahaha ~~brand slave~~

i want the ozozo red wallet from the wallet shop! but it's like 20+ when my disposable's income now's much less than that. oh gosh spendthrift.

I GOTTA HIT THE TRACK MORE! :(

erica's deprived. hahaha! censored. at her request. :D

xinhui's and my conversation during econs lecture. no prizes for guessing who's handwriting is whose. hah!

whoooo band/guitar concert saturday! erica's house for wii saturday! movie/dinner sunday! choir ppl gathering monday! 08s05 gathering dunno-what-day-but-i-know-it's-fourth-june-day!~

and when i'm gone, just carry on

2008-05-26T19:45:00.013+08:00

whoa so tired. slept at 1 last night, then dragged myself up for chem lecture and GP lecture early in the morning (9am). that's bloody early in my opinion. heh

watched Mindhunters on saturday night. freaky psycho shit i tell you. in a twisted way i liked the show a lot. haha. the puppeteer is a murderer who leaves clues on what time a victim would die by putting a watch stained with blood and a time set. scary like hell but it's a really good show. ~~coward haha~~

met a few old friends in WS yesterday, realised how much i missed them :( dang, time really passes too fast.

watched some ppl play a few matches at the basketball court while waiting for chem lecture, i quite regret just dropping basketball like that. it's a great game and my reflexes are rusty as hell now. and tennis? man, i still remember how great it felt when you power a serve and hear that thwack on the racket, arm absorbing the shock. it feels great. but i've let that go too. oh well.

whole week of lectures and tutorials, i'm so tired zzzzz

oh man, i miss you so.

when you cried, i wiped away all of your tears

2008-05-23T19:59:00.003+08:00

whoosh here are the midyears. just had GP and econs today. gay shitz man, econs. if i get more than 20/50 i'll celebrate. cuz i really really have no confidence hurr. NVM IT'S OKAY! =D

the 'holidays' are here! first week is still like, normal school. second week is rest week! outing with MI PAE 08S11! catching up with daryl and gang! slacking! 4e2 outing??? jon's concert next week! third week and last week is mugging for midyears. sian.

TOG! hehehehehheheh

ok it's time for gases tutorial -.- take care everyone!
GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED

wall to wall

2008-05-16T16:29:00.004+08:00

it's been a tiring and really fast week. okay must stop blogging emo posts. hahahaha

thursday, which was YESTERDAY! CAPTAIN'S BALL! OMG IT WAS BLOODY FANTASTIC MAN. great game people! really, it was the best game i've played in so long. the whole class was involved, and cliques were separated as well, so it was EFFING COOL LA HAHAHAHHA. managed to block two of jon's long shots! whooo so proud of myself. cuz i remembered to jump. but very hard to block some shots. especially andre's hahah. and i kept calling shi qi shi ting and the other way round! oh my so confusing. haha.

and wow, i passed my gp compre, did well for math fac test, and failed my chem fac test -.-

passed the napfa 2.4km run! whooo my stamina's coming back! managed to run two and a half rounds continuous. like, really continuous. so good improvement from last time la can. fat pig hurhur. then the muscle conditioning with mr fizz was like, omg can die. stomach trembling like hell and sweat kept going into my eyes. looked constipated. run liao don't sit down, or become like BIG BUDDY! or is it big butt-y? HAHAHAHA shi ting u lamer!

I LOVE MY PW GROUP U GUYS ROCK MY SOCKS YO! my pw group was in my team for captain's ball too! hahah short pass short pass! damn fun la. but then i twisted my ankle cuz of tackling some girl in rugby, and oh god i touched her s**** boobs. DISGUSTING. then after the run and all the sprinting up and down court, it's gotten worse. ice pack not much help still hurts today. ah well... hope it gets better or i don't know what to do man.

i miss singing. ): but studies have to come first. )): hope TPJC's choir concert will be a success (:

ooh, gotta go already. meeting for pw later! SURVEY TIME HAHAHHAA. our gpp is approved okay! whoooooo. awright blog another day (:

i love u guys, plus cary, xinhui, nazreen, shi ting! =D AND OF COURSE MY LOVELY 08S05!!! <3

and you were just friends.

2008-05-14T20:58:00.004+08:00

was here!

CONSTIPATED OVERSHOT BOY! HAHA

altogether now... OM.....

this never fails to make me laugh (:

let me break the ice

2008-05-09T16:55:00.005+08:00

whoa. my life is so damn stressed up now and i hardly have enough time to like, even breathe. life is just shuttling from my house to the bus stop, bus to sch, lecture to tutorial, tutorial to lecture, bus home and homework. no ~~fucking~~ life man. i know it's only two years and two years is actually very fast but what the heck.

i'll live with it.

shawty get low

2008-05-01T15:15:00.005+08:00

SPORTS DAY! HAWK OWNS!

after sports day, went to Seoul Garden for lunch. gardening hahaha. daaamn fun. and took a number of retarded pictures just cuz andre had the camera and i was on the phone. haha! my face was like, eesh. no (good) comments man.

haven't seen mr. dazzling eyes for quite awhile, and Erica's TG (that guy) is sucha flirt la can. and the brooding one's slang is such a turn off. nearly puked when i heard him man.

oh yes. i've quit TPJChoir. why? we're less than a month away to concert, and i don't think the concert will be a success, musically. the seats may be filled, sure, but what about the songs? besides, Mr Kwei isn't going to come back to TPJC. no matter how many petitions, talks with authority, etc. call me a cynic but it's true. also, i don't think i balanced cca and work very well. and i didn't feel that happiness going for practices. so, hasta la vista, ~~baby~~.

pictures might be uploaded soon okay! then u can laugh at yours truly's retarded actions/face/whatever. haha

tick tock

2008-04-27T17:53:00.000+08:00

busy busy life. I LOVE THESE PEOPLE!

we've only got 4 minutes to save the world

2008-04-02T17:32:00.005+08:00

oh my, haven't been updating for a LOOONG TIME! quickly dash off a post haha

crapload of GP to do, lots of hwk for other subjs, failing econs terribly, screwing up bio, passing chem and grasping the concept for math. oh ya, and being terribly tired at choir! that pretty much sums up my ~~pathetic~~ life right now. oh well. it's just two years... =(

photos!

cousin's birthday celeb

cousins arranged in height! the brown shirt guy beside me is my brother. haha

eileen tay tay tay!

cherylanne and me otw to choir (:

yanhua, steph, me and cherylanne after Vocal Consort's performance at S'pore Conference Hall last sunday. miss them (:

sorry, there won't be many updates. very busy with work and choir stuff. stay happy and healthy people! (:

stop and stare.

2008-03-11T21:43:00.004+08:00

aight, don't feel all that shitty now. but still. i hate you.

peaceful. go there to emo.

caught this while going past in the car. it was a beautiful day.

2008-03-09T14:12:00.004+08:00

family is important? to me it seems not very likely. i hate you. really. i really hate you. i've never felt happy for long with you. you say that i'm selfish, but look who's talking first, how about that? and i have to live with you for so much longer. i can't wait 'til i have the means to live on my own, anything to get away from this.

in a very unhappy mood now.

make me feel like heaven on earth.

2008-03-07T20:04:00.003+08:00

i'm so tired today... let's start with wednesday, shall we?

had PE. WITH COMMANDO LEE. OH MY GOD. first we ran three rounds on the track (lanes 7 + 8) then cool down a bit. next, did push ups. push down liao, hold there for ten counts, then push up again. FIVE SETS. enough to make my hands wobble. then after that, immediately flip over and do crunches, forty counts. after THAT, immediately flip over again and do 20 rapid push ups. stand up, all girls put their hands around each other's shoulders and squat 100 times. my knees were crying.

thursday, lessons were rather draining, then had PE again at the end of the day. with mr fizz. short for hafizzudin ng. (a lot of ppl think he's hot but he's above average la. haha!!!) to quote a friend, he's "visually appealing". but WHAT THE HECK. first we ran two rounds (lane 7 + 8 again) but this time, no stops. sprint the last 100m. ~~(i must have looked like some bumbling idiot man.)~~ then after that, we did some sprinting. abt 50+m? one time was just sprinting. the next round was sit on the ground, quickly stand up and sprint. last round was to sit down facing the opposite direction, quickly stand up and spin around and dash to the line. walao. next, went for a jog around the synthetic field. it feels like shit la. then we did shuttle run. ~~looked like a bumbling idiot again...~~ then we played police and theif but there're only two policemen, and we could only run on the white lines of the field. oh gosh, felt pretty woozy after that. cuz of no breaks in between. my endurance has gone to hell man. gotta run more during the holidays. seems like a nice thing, actually. just tune out and run...

but i had something to perk me up after that. went whitesands with veron to meet suwei ~~the nun~~, nigel ~~the father~~ and MY DEAREST STEPH PHUA!! oh MAN. i MISS THESE GUYS. even nigel?? maybe a TEENSY bit. haha! he lied to me that he wasn't accepted into MJC la. so first thing i did, didn't even say hello, just went up and hit him. haha! wanted to kick, but we were in the library cafe, i figured it wasn't nice. haha! GOSSIP OVER DINNER WAS DAAAAAMN FUNNY. CAN'T WRITE HERE. OR I'LL DIE. HAHA!!! and i wish all 4e2 '07 ppl can meet up again!!! with ms faten ten ten ten ten (ah, u get the drift. haha!)

today, had choir. learnt two new songs, they're really REALLY nice. especially wade in the water. haha! but i was so tired, i could respond when people talk to me but ten seconds later, i couldn't remember who i talked to and what i was talking about. paiseh =X kept zoning out. so tired now. legs aching too.

awright, gonna just listen to music and chill out now. gonna be busy over the next few days catching up with work! OH GOSH.

update!

2008-03-04T20:56:00.002+08:00

ok john, i've updated! hahaha.

alright, life at TPJC has been okay so far, been really busy with lectures, tutorials. catch no ball in math, and everything's damn fast paced. (or maybe i'm the lagger haha). facilities are old, and i hate the toilets. sheesh. so short u know! if i jump i can like, see what others are doing. and no toilet paper for each cubicle. must take ur own from outside the cubicles. wts.

apart from that, my CG seems to be a fun bunch. not much time for socialising anyway. sigh. not like in Millenia. I MISS 08S11 :( and I MISS 4E2 '07 :((( each and every single one of them. sigh. it's okay to reminisce, but u gotta learn to let go.

did i mention how much i hate to deal with the photocopy shop ppl? very chaotic, the toner stinks, the staff aren't exactly ms sunshines,and the notes are expensive. but they're useful i guess. haha. i know, can't have everything in life.

oh yes! choir is fun! the songs are nice. and i keep humming 'exsultate justi'. i think it's spelt like that la haha. latin is interesting. i need lots of strength to cope with 4h2 subjs and choir manzzz. I CAN DO IT YAY!

haha okay might have to wait quite long for the next update. i apologise first. haha! but i'll update when i'm free i promise (:

haha

2008-02-25T17:47:00.003+08:00

SHAME ON YOU, HILLARY CLINTON.

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jingming. is on your msn list! says:
eh guess what i got for h1?

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
ART

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
ROFL

amanda says:
like err....

amanda says:
don't u need art background knowledge?

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
thats h2

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
see

amanda says:
ooh icic

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
everyone has this misconception about art in jc

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
let me enlighten you

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
:D

amanda says:
HAHA

amanda says:
i stand corrected LOL

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
for H2 art, you will need to study vusial arts and you will need to do a course work
next year

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
you will also need to have art background, or you can go and take the qualifying
test in school.

amanda says:
wow

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
however for H1 art

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
you will only need to do SOVA, study of visual arts.

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
which is the same theory as what the H2 arts students will be doing

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
and for H1 arts students. there will be no drawing involve

jingming. is on your msn list! says:
:D
amanda says:
sia la

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haha misconceptions CLEARED!

anyway, went to marina square for lunch with THE LOVELY LUNCH CLIQUE!! aww man i miss the days in MI. after school, we'll troop off to West Mall and have lunch tgt and play stupid games! haha. but it's always a hassle paying after a meal especially in a big group. out comes the calculator, and the GST + service charge is divided and everyone pays up their meal's cost + GST + service charge. the service charge is daylight robbery man. i'd rather collect my own plate/pour my own water than pay for the service. cuz it's WAY TOO MUCH. WORSE THAN GST. and not say the service is all that fantastic too. but it's pretty funny to see the fella counting all our coins and then give us the receipt with a relieved face (?). haha!

CLAIRE IS MISSING :( and omar's planning the next outing! =DDD

pics

2008-02-19T18:22:00.027+08:00

the wonderful 08s11 (:

the last photo outside MI. haha!

the first good friend i made in s11. SHE DUH! be honoured. haha

leeboon! kyung's orang utan. haha joking!

blue black haha!

we met up in the morning and went, "eh why everybody wearing black ah!" haha it WASN'T planned.

mr beatboxer kyung! haha he's tiptoeing, btw.

omar and john (:

auggy!

pretty angie(:

laughing halfway hahahaaa

us plus ami (:

lovely ami (:

omar, jia and me!

omar and me (:

auggy's butt like not big like that hahahaaaa

check us out! so diff right. except for rasyidah. ahha!

and check out the weird twisters man. thanks to omar and auggy la. haha

now not so bad...

but this was pretty wrong hahahaaaaaa

08s11 and mr idris!

this looks damn funny

classic auggy hahaha

near perfect...

hyperbola???? HAHAHHA

i think we got it hahah

reach for the SKY! =D

check it out

2008-02-19T11:31:00.002+08:00

okay. got into TPJC. wanted to go MJC though. but if my path is to be so, then i'll just carry on.

on a slightly cheerier note, i had a really good time at the gathering ytd. thank you 08s11, i think we've had a really fun time tgt, even though it was short. i love each and everyone of u, and i hope u guys all got what u wanted (:

in my next post, I'M OUT FOR REVENGE. ON OMAR. U ARE GONNA BE EMBARRASSED. and auggy too. haha! pics will be up next. currently emo-ing. yeah well.

xtreme funny

2008-02-16T16:51:00.004+08:00

okay a sort of continuation of ytd's post... btw, the previous post has been edited! check it out yup (:

amsyar's emo pic!

AAAAAND.....

amsyar caught laughing halfway! check out the transformation manzzzzz!

i still find it DAAAAMN funny. haha! hope u don't mind amsyar, if u do i'll take it down (:

haha!

2008-02-15T21:24:00.008+08:00

the second last day of school! pon-ed MT, went to stadium and we played cards. minus the malay ppl though, they can't afford to pon. oh well. a worm actually crawled from under claire can??? HOLY SHIT. the red millipede kind. then jia was like, 'eh i want to cut it!' EESH.

john, yilin and me went for math, but turns out it was a combined class. wts. rasyidah omar amsyar wanted to pon then decided to come. i was walking out of class to call rasyidah, saw them walking, had a hurried conversation, then she and me crouched by the door and tried to signal john to pass my bag down the row out of the class. HILARIOUS i tell u, trying to pass msg and be inconspicuous. haha! "mr fong, go toilet can?" "okay can". then never come back! keep laughing when i think abt it. went to stadium and i FINALLY understood the MRT game and the items game! whoo!

lunched at West Mall food court, met mr fong (math teacher) on the way! but he was nice abt it. haha! played games again, it was fun (((:

jia and me! taken ytd. sepia is cool!

the lunch clique! haha! but minus yilin and jia here. they had to go off early :(

i keep laughing when i see this! amsyar caught laughing halfway!

showing the 'lunch traditions' of stupid games! fuzzy wuzzy, black magic, mrt game, item game, meh meh game, johnny johnny whoops, the leaf is falling, "is this a snake?", "is this a cross?". haha!
i love these ppl! gathering on monday! =D

v day

2008-02-14T17:18:00.002+08:00

happy V day! it's been a good day today haha. thanks all, u guys rock (:

pon-ed economics, went to stadium and slacked. haha. leeboon, jiamin, rasyidah, yilin, claire, john, omar, amsyar, clarence and me. then we borrowed a frisbee from B9 class and played. carissa and YJ joined us, played match. damn fun haha. after school went to IMM with leeboon, john, omar, yilin, had lunch then trained back. first time omar and i talked on the train. or else we'd emo (listen to music and not talk) haha!

so tired, wish i don't need to go sch tmr. hope i don't yawn like mad. haha. take care all!

cny

2008-02-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

this year's CNY has been a good one, lots of hongbao, lots of family visitings, lots of fun time, and of course, lots of gambling! wheee

but quite a bit of losses also la. haha. cousin Kevin is too good and with him as banker, i lose quite a bit. haha. cousin Amos as banker better, i even get blackjack and 21 pts quite a few times. ~~it's not because of thinking of somebody la hahaha~~

mass gathering tmr, will be more exciting than last year's. haha! can't go bai nian with 4e2 :( oh well, there's always outings (:

I'VE GOT IT!! but not carrying it just yet. haha! turns out the 'out of stock' is only for internet shopping. walao! nvm la, get it happy liao (:

tired

2008-02-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

wahh. the n81 is so confusing when u first use it. especially when sync-ing tracks. then must rename the tracks some more. WTS? so confusing la.

lunch today at west mall with the usuals, minus Claire today :( after lunch, we sat there playing games like Fuzzy Wuzzy, black magic, how many meh meh jump over the wall, bang bang game, johnny johnny whoops. haha i only get fuzzy wuzzy and the meh meh game. hahaha! took me super long to figure out la. and johnny johnny whoops i don't get it at all! frustrating. ahaha.

i think i'm gonna miss 08s11 lots lots. oh well. all good things come to an end. :(

update

2008-02-04T16:55:00.000+08:00

CNY coming soon! going really REALLY casual this year. tee and jeans. haha.

school's been fun, i love 08s11 (: but then, i love 4e2 '07 more! hahahahaaa. and the library at MI is like, whoa. cool man. damn shiok. go there slack.

oh yes. must do this for boonboon. 08s11 has THREE PAIRS of twins. damn cool right. there's Amsyar, Cerelia and we just found out not long ago, Isadora! but then again, there are 7 people in this world who look EXACTLY like you. i wonder if i will ever get a chance to see one of my 'doppelgangers'! that'll be EXTREMELY cool.

err, nothing much alr. haha. got intro'd to Avenged Sevenfold (A7X) by Amsyar and Omar. not bad, but "A Little Piece of Heaven' is rather... demonic? i like "Lost" though. the riffs are great. haha.

happy lunar new year guys (:

whee!

2008-01-30T20:11:00.000+08:00

school today was quite fun, actually (: PE was siao, three rounds round the track. and there was the 'threat' of intro'ing the 5km route to us. haha thanks but no thanks. played some volleyball with the girls, we couldn't hit 10 hits consecutively. next time okay? (: at least i only made one stupid move today. haha. stupid ball, so soft and weird feeling.

after school, headed to West Mall with Rasyidah, Leeboon, Claire, Yi Lin, Omar, John and Amsyar. lunched at the food court, boonboon's really fascinated with the concept of twins. hahah! turns out Amsyar also has a twin brother. 08s11 has two people who have twin brothers/sisters, Amsyar and Cerelia. walao that Cerelia just up and gone, didn't even say goodbye. tsk. sad la, she was nice (:

trained back, tried to sleep but cannot. got two guys sat on my left then keep talking. felt like asking them to shut up but figured i'll get whacked instead. oh well. no patience for such things. heh. selfish hor. sorreh =X

going clockwise from bottom left.. Jiamin, Yi Lin, Claire, Rasyidah, Leeboon and me

no, i ain't constipated/acting cute. i just auto have this face whenever somebody has his/her hand on my head. hahahaha unconditioned reflex.

Rasyidah, Claire and me! oh ya btw claire, u can grab the photos off my friendster, they're uploaded there (:

argh!

2008-01-28T11:04:00.001+08:00

I WANT THIS!!!! when's the stock gonna come in... :(
damn, i'm gonna miss 4e2 '07 so bloody much. :'(

whoo!

2008-01-24T21:12:00.000+08:00

PRAISE GOD! THANK YOU!! results are a little worse than expected, but still i'm happy! okay here are my results...

English: A1 [thanks Ms Ong! this is really unexpected!]
E Math: A2 [damn it. should have gotten A1]
A Math: A2 [okay lor...]
Combined Humanities: A2 [wow!]
Biology: A2 [knn! unexpected to the max!]
Chemistry: B3 [damn it! i wanted that A!]
Music: B3 [expected C5 LOL]
Chinese: B3 [walao. expected C5 also haha]

daddy's gonna get me a crumpler! whooo!

I COULDN'T HAVE DONE THIS WITHOUT GOD. PRAISE GOD!!! GOD IS WITH US 4E2!!!

omg!

2008-01-21T18:05:00.000+08:00

I look around me
But all I seem to see
It's people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It’s like we’re going through the motions of a scripted destiny
Tell me where’s our inspiration
If life won’t wait
I guess it’s up to me

the song currently stuck on 'repeat' in my head. haha. and Mary J Blige's Just Fine. You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just….. Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, oooo....

omgosh omgosh omgosh, results are out this thursday. i'm REALLY REALLY SCARED. what if i fail english?? what if i seriously fcuked up compre??? if i fail my O level ~~i'll seriously commit suicide~~ i don't know what i'll do man. i guess there's always ITE =X nothing against them yeah.

wanted to upload some pics from my random shots, but clever me realised i had just put the phone to charge. tsk. another day then (: i've got one showing augustus in CHIJ uni!! daaaamn funny i tell u.

aloof? yeah. i guess so. but definitely not rude okay. i just dunno how to make small talk with people. do i seem unapproachable? sigh. maybe it's a problem of self-esteem or something. those 'motivational' talks didn't do much good. heh. oh well, soon it'll be time to push the 'restart' button i guess.

good luck everyone for results!! I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! =D

PICS! EDITED. (:

nice sky yeah (:

lower pierce reservoir. peaceful huh. (:

as promised... AUGUSTUS! THE NEW IJ GIRL!

night view from my house. haha. thought it looked pretty nice.

random shots quite fun to take leh. haha.

results soon

2008-01-18T18:21:00.000+08:00

OH SHIT!!! results are coming out like, next week or so? GG! hey 4e2 2007, let's have a class outing to sentosa after results released k? Junwei organise. haha.

my time at MI is gonna finish soon. i both look forward to it and don't want the time there to end. haha! so fickle huh. it's damn sian to travel so much everyday but lessons there with 08S11 is fun! haha. they're one funny bunch of people man. but days there are quite fast and fun too haha =D

GO POLY OR JC?????

random

2008-01-14T17:33:00.000+08:00

my insides all turned to ash / so slow
and blew away as i collapsed / so cold
a black wind took them away / from sight
and held the darkness over day / that night

and the clouds above move closer
looking so dissatisfied
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

i used to be my own protection / but not now
cause my path had lost direction / somehow
a black wind took you away / from sight
and held the darkness over day / that night

and the clouds above move closer
looking so dissatisfied
and the ground below grew colder
as they put you down inside
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

so now you're gone
and i was wrong
i never knew what it was like
to be alone

on a valentine's day

MI

2008-01-08T16:50:00.000+08:00

lessons started in Millenia, they're quite okay (: econs seems to be a bore though. maybe cuz the teacher is a bit old la. haha. GP is interesting, maths is interesting, etc etc etc

oh yeah. got into science course, taking Chemistry, Econs and math. plus the usual H1 chinese and GP. chinese is pretty alien to me now. serious.

i'm scared for results. =/

2008

2008-01-05T18:04:00.001+08:00

in cards and flowers on your window
your friends all plead for you to stay
sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
sometimes goodbye's the only way

and the sun will set for you
the sun will set for you
and the shadow of the day
will embrace the world in grey
and the sun will set for you

first post for the year! on the last day of christmas. haha. happy new year btw guys (: albeit five days late here. haha.

posted to millenia for three weeks. then i found out it's actually six weeks cuz got to wait for posting results too. pfff. first week's been orientation, so i dun really know how life there is like. what i do know, is that the damn mrt has insufficient space. i don't mind standing all the way, just don't let it be a sardine can, can? guess i gotta get used to it. sigh.

quite hard to fit in there, partly cuz of the majority of my OG being malays (i've nothing against them, it's just that it's hard to talk with them, they're used to speaking malay first english second), and partly cuz there're very few of my classmates/friends there. oh well, six weeks, i can live with it. whatever my results are, i'm not gonna go back to MI. it's either a JC near my house or Temasek Poly.

pics

2007-12-27T11:53:00.001+08:00

stuff that goes into the lavender milk hot pot

a house made out of biscuits and cream(?)

a sign at the flower park. any idea what it means? hahah

the roof of a temple we visited at Sun Moon Lake

peacock park (:

youngest cousin Kok Hai with sheep!

sunset(:

sunrise! very cold u know. haha

taipei 101 (:

view from taipei 101. people walking on the street are only moving black dots, i'm serious!

this reminded me of Ms Faten hahaha

one of the hotels we stayed in. cool right?

sun moon lake in the background

family shot(:

taiwan

2007-12-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

taiwan! let's see. trip wasn't all that fantastic, but it was.. interesting? haha. at least the money ddin't go completely down the drain. so it was my family (mum dad bro and me), my xiao gu ma's family (aunt uncle three cousins) and my grandmother.

DAY 1. took an afternoon flight to Taipei, my Krisworld worked! watched Transformers. awesome movie, but i can never get the old theme song out of my head. "Transformers! Robots in disguise!" hahaha. touched down, quite a smooth fliht. customs took forever to clear. damn, they're the 'friendliest' people in the world. temperature there was not too bad, it's like being in a permanent air con-ed room. not the freezer like korea though. haha. after dinner, we went shopping at Ximending. my cousins called it 'semen-ding'. then i was like err... hahhaa. stuff there was quite cheap, but not much time to shop. sighhh. chou tou fu was ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING. kept retching whenever i came close to a CTF stall. nearly threw up. the hotel's bathroom sucked. so short. but i watched CSI - NY! wheeee. haha sorry CSI junkie =P

DAY 2. went to a flower park in Taipei. the trip there was very bumpy, and once i got off the bus i went to the kerb and threw up my breakfast. think there were little kids laughing at me though. WHO CARES. i need to puke can. hahaha. walked a bit, and saw an EARTHWORM THAT WAS SO BLOODY LONG AND THICK CAN. gross!!!! scenery there was very nice though (: had a lavender milk hot pot for lunch. our personal steamboat but it's not soup, but lavender milk instead. interesting taste. that night, we went to a night market and had xiao chi. quite nice (:

DAY 3. took a 4 1/2 long bus ride out of Taipei to Alishan. i hate the road there. very windy. the pollution from coaches there was horrible. in Taipei, people always wear face masks and for VERY GOOD REASON. the air quality there is DOWN THERE MAN (points to the floor). Alishan was not too bad, like a mini version of jiuzhaigou. spent abt two hrs there, and then travelled back another 4 1/2 hrs! crazy right. i'm never gonna travel with Chan Brothers again. LOUSY MANAGEMENT. some more my trip was 'exclusive' cuz it's my family members only. GAHH.

DAY 4. went to a farm in the mountains. don't know the name haha. but before that, we had to make a stop at the local doctor as my cousins and brother were sick. the night before, i woke up to see my brother puking onto the hotel room's carpeted floor. disgusting man. lucky never tio my shoes or phone (he had been holding it to check the time). the doc was very nice and said they had stomach flu and not food poisoning. cuz they weren't used to Taiwan's food. at the farm, we bought a small pack of animal feed and i gave the packet to my cousin. suddenly all the sheep started crowding around him and he started running like mad! haha and some sheep chased hahahaha. it was damn funny. touch the sheep and they're like moving pieces of carpet. their shit is like little black balls, eew.

DAY 5. main highlight of the day was Taipei 101, the tallest building in the world! whooh it was SO HIGH. took the world's fastest elevator up to the 91st storey. there, we had an audio guide. there's this special machine like an elongated cordless phone. just key in the station number and a narration in English will be delivered. pretty cool. (: the view was hampered by the clouds thgouh. went to the toilet there, and i thought to myself, "interesting. having to pee in the world's tallest toilet." hahaha lame i know. what to do? that's me. haha. took a coach (upgraded) to Shangrila Farm. the activities there were fun! we had a tang yuan making competition, a spin the top competition using those traditional tops with strings, and writing your wishes on the lanterns and sending them "up to the heavens." bullshit la, i found the lanterns in another field the next day. hahahaha. no more fuel to burn all the way mah. haha.

DAY 6. we went to the Yehliu Geopark, looked at the rocks weathered by the sea and the wind. amazing man. God's creations, nonetheless. (: took many pictures there. there was this interesting rock which the locals called the Stone Vagina. sorry, no photos. hahaha! but it REALLY looked like it man. haha. that night, went to the Shihlin Road Night Market. food there was SUPER OILY. OMGOODNESS. the smell was TERRIBLE. what made it worse was that i had puked on the ride there and couldn't eat anything much. the smell nearly set me off again. eesh. bought a pair of slippers there and my cousins got some keychains. and more food, of course. haha.

DAY 7. free and easy day! the ten of us (yup, including my grandmother) took a taxi to Carrefour. i got two pairs of jeans and some clothes. (pathetic shopping!!! ~~knn!~~) the sales there are quite good (: so much so that my mother bought a leather handbag. she always complains abt spending too much. haha. bought a whole load of DVDs too. cost us only S$2. haha cheap man. and action movies some more. whee! and a 1GB Micro SD card with adapter by Kingston costs only S$18, but it wasn't compatible with my phone T.T they don't stock M2 cards la. sigh. the sales personnel there are pretty damn sacarstic. this is why...

my brother: excuse me, do you stock Halo 2 for xbox 360?
sales person: (thinks for a bit) what a thought provoking question! (pretends to go and check) no we don't.

all in chinese. wtf. i felt like saying, "oh, sorry for insulting your intelligence, mister." but i don't know how to say in chinese. oh well. haha so much for good service huh. after that we went back to the hotel to grab the luggage and headed to the airport to fly home(: and guess what? my krisworld was spoilt. grrr.

it was a pretty okay trip la. apart from being sick and travelling so much. but the next time i go taiwan, i'm bringing an oxygen tank.

merry christmas everyone! hope u guys had a fun holiday(:

advice!

2007-12-12T15:16:00.001+08:00

let me give all u girls (esp those with low tolerance level) a heads up. DO NOT GO FOR FACIALS UNLESS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY. (e.g. marriage.) it hurts like @#$%#$ okay. eyebrow trimming wasn't so bad. but when they do the squeezing, u can prepare to cry la okay. now my face is red like dunno what. freak, prolly. but it'll be okay by tmr (i hope). [edit]it had better be.[/edit]

going to taiwan for abt a week in two days time! flying off this friday. pls don't sms/call until 20 dec thanks!

oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE Y.!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN JIA HUI!!!

loola memories

2007-12-04T16:09:00.001+08:00

i was looking through the CD that ms ong made for us for graduation, and kept laughing as i remembered all the great times at BINTAN, LOOLA! shall post a few pics that'll make those who never went JEALOUS. i really really want to go back there againnnn :DD
**pics are not in chronological order (:

this was the challenge course we had to get through before dinner. moving along it via butt HURTS. but it was fun =D

boom-netting!!! u jump into this huge net, and the boat goes along and pulls u along. like fish. and it's fun! just don't go against the current, i ended up swallowing alot of salt water. gross. and that time fion threw xiaohui her water bottle from the boat to the net, but it ended up in davy jones' locker. haha.

flying fox from about four storeys high? it was scary, when it came to jumping off. but when u swing down, WHOA. liberating man! haha. then if the tide is low, u end up dangling in the air but when the tide's high, u end up smacking into the water. haha

those pole thingies were wide, pretty difficult to get across. in the end, i had to jump to the next pole cuz i nearly lost balance. haha.

we were waiting for the rest of the people to finish the challenge rope course, so meanwhile different batches decided to become monkeys for the evening. haha. the rope was pretty sagged down after we rushed off for dinner, i noticed. haha!

the water there was SO DARN CLEAR. not like the beaches in singapore, like watery rubbish dumps. hmph.

kayaking! after a trek in the jungle and walking around the kampongs there. our class was split into half. one half trekked then kayak-ed back, the other half kayak-ed there and walked back. thank goodness i belonged in the first half. cuz the water was much nicer then. haha! i remember, me and jiaxin shared a kayak, we kept going under the huts by accident. "eh shit! paddle backwards!"

we were playing in the water after kayak-ing. the water was very warm. (:

the sky there was FANTASTIC. i would have taken a picture of the stars above at night, but they don't show up. gahhh. on the last night, quite a number of us took our sleeping bags to the platform we dubbed the Star Deck, to sleep under the stars. damn nice okayy. haha

breathtaking.

our favourite meal. i can't remember if this is breakfast or lunch. xD

rock-climbing! the wall was almost vertical, pretty hard to go up. i made it about three quarters then gave up. haha. alex's beside me, i think he went all the way up ba.

damn, i WANT TO GO BACK THERE!!!!!

random

2007-12-03T14:44:00.000+08:00

there's truth in your lies
doubt in your faith
what you build you lay to waste
there's truth in your lies
doubt in your faith
all i've got's what you didn't take

so i / i wont be the one
be the one to leave this
in pieces
and you / you will be alone
alone with all your secrets
and regrets
don't lie

decided to use my old blogskin, the previous one by dlockheart was really nice but the font was too small. can't find any good blogskins with nice designs and large fonts. why does everyone insist on using little fonts that strains the eye?

next on my list: sepia-toned blogskin with easy-to-read fonts. or sepia images will do. i love that brownish tint. =D

trip to KL cancelled, NO SHOPPING GAHHHHH. so must make up for it in taiwan. hopefully! i've got some more pics but i'll upload them another day, i'm hungry right now. haha.

oh heck. i love Linkin Park to bits. haha. -points to the top of the post- their video for Shadow Of the Day (no the above lyrics are not for this song) was really thought provoking. society's so poisoned nowadays - people are out there fighting each other, and for what? for democracy? for peace? what has the world come to? we're destroying ourselves from within. is it any wonder why children are considered the purest of souls? because their souls haven't been maimed by society, they haven't learnt what is jealousy, all they know is truth.

look at Pakistan. there're so many rebels, bombings, the beginnings of war (let's hope it won't be so). look at Iraq/Iran. people living always on the edge of terror. it's ironic, at times like this you pray, but a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday.

okay enough of this stuff.

on the lookout for the piano score for Mika - Happy Ending. a few of my friends think his songs are really gay due to the high falsetto and my cousin cringes whenever i mention it. haha. that guy is talented okayy. i don't think even nigel can reach that high. and we ALL know how he can scream huh. haha. the chords in that song are really nice. tried out my cousin's guitar ytd, there was no pick and i kept strumming with my fingers. it hurt. (duh.) haha i must get a guitar of my own man. =D

farewell night

2007-11-30T11:12:00.000+08:00

thank you choir committee of '07 for the farewell night ytd, it was really nice (: and i'll definitely miss choir a lot! even though i didn't exactly like the foam and water guns (dunno who shot me in the face, bloody hell) but it was fun anyway (: and priscilla BD, that video was really REALLY nice :D all of us really appreciate it alot :DD

cheryl anne! i love u! <3

jiaxin, my best-est girl =DDD

MOYRA! and cheryl anne!

my favourite group! <3

moyra tham! =D

now i must wait for samantha to send me more pics, and steph for the prom pics!

PROM! =D

2007-11-26T14:12:00.000+08:00

prom ytd! quite fun lah. didn't recognize many ppl, especially jingming LOL! i only recognized her when she said hi to me then i was like thinking, "that's jm?? bloody hell!" chio la. hahahah!

went to adeline's house in the afternoon abt 3+, did makeup and hair there by my dearest RAHIMAH! haha. i know u wanna kill me, i'm not exactly very into makeup, sorry babe (: then steph came, vavavoom :DD i love her hair! adeline's father drove adeline, steph, priscilla and me to conrad. saw hariz, najiy and melvin, we were shocked that melvin turned up. (why did he turn up??? sian!!!)

took many pics, will let the pics do the talkin instead aye!

group shot!

stephanie! yeo. hahah <3

chai shia! friends four years and counting!

dearest caroline!

candid. haha

priscilla! =D

jiaying! =D

pretty yanhua (:

4e2 <3

more pics another time, they're in steph P.'s cam (:

chalet (:

2007-11-23T13:41:00.000+08:00

back from class chalet, and it was pretty fun (:

didn't go on the first day, it was my brother's bday. and it was raining, anyway. haha. missed the bbq.

second day, walked into aloha with adeline (bloody far can. i don't mind, but i hate walking on wet roads with slippers.) played daidee, watched the boys play with melvin's ps2 (it's amazing the thing hasn't blown up) and then we ordered four pizzas for dinner. haha. galvin brought chai tow kway also, and oyster omelette. (:

finished our stock of bacardi breezers, cycled off to get some more. we went to cheers, but the lady was checking every booze-buyer's IC. rats. so we went off to NTUC, got more breezers and hooch from there. i liked the Lime breezer, and the grapefruit one wasn't bad (: mixed lime breezer and grape hooch (or was it blackcurrant?) and it tasted mostly of grape/blackcurrant. haha. our heineken stock was finished as well, by the guys (:

talked with the girls at night, ordered more food (macs), then watched Night at the Museum using melvin's ps2. pretty funny, especially when the stone head yelled "QUIIIIEEEEEEEET!!! my dumdum want to speak." cute what. haha. then played burnout revenge, i raced with chun ee, and he was like "amanda noob la!" hahah but in the end i finished in second place, he finished in fifth place, with me having 10 takedowns while he only had 2. nyahahhaha! look who's the noob one now. haha okok don't zs liao. for the first time i raced in Angel Keys and got the silver. had to set up a new profile so i didn't get very far cuz i was pretty tired. went to sleep at 3.30am.

the next day i went off with adeline early cuz we were damn tired and hungry. walked from aloha to WS macs (no joke on an empty stomach k!). then had hotcakes and went home to SLEEP.

just realised prom is this sunday. whee! should be quite fun (i hope). hahah. this blog post has a lot of brackets. hahah! can anyone lend me a silver clutch? i need it to match my shoes. if not i just use a navy blue evening bag lor. (:

take care everyone! =D

bleed it out

2007-11-17T20:48:00.000+08:00

falling sick. gahh. i hate sneezing.

nway! dad finally signed up for the mio plan. and i've finally changed my phone! after eons. haha nahh, but it sure felt like it! got my k810i now. yeahhh. even though it's not exactly the best phone ever but it'll do! wanted to get the k850i, but i had to pay like, an additional $598. when some idiot told me "i think it costs 500+". in your dreams, pal =P

class chalet coming up soon, prolly our last gathering before we face the results. damn, looking at the entry pts for the JCs, i think i can forget about it already la. so far away, might as well just photocopy notes from people who actually go for lectures and tutorials. haha! the lazy way out, but then again, saves me time.

oh ya. went shopping for prom stuff, and me and pris were like "adeline if u sing we won't say that you're our friend hor. same goes for dancing." haha what to do? some people like that one mah. and i liked looking at those dresses, even though u prolly won't catch me in one of those. >P

looking forward to KL and to taiwan! yeah, i'm actually looking forward to going to some cheena-pok country. with my cousins and all. yeah! at least i can be understood there, not like in Korea when those buggers are just plain rude and they'll just push u out of the way when u're walking or shopping. what to do? some people are just born rude. pfff.

blog another day (:

FREEDOM!

2007-11-14T14:35:00.000+08:00

IT'S OVER!!!!! WAAAHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

the nightmare of the o levels are over man! yeah! no more mugging, no more weird dreams, FUN! WHEE!

alright time to get back on Earth. haha. after the paper ytd, went out with Adeline, Carol, JY, Pris. went shopping at bugis for prom dresses. haha. many nice ones, but i'm not buying la. go see only. hahah. on my feet for like, four hrs straight? need more training man! =D prolly means more money spent as well. haha.

and there's this cute commercial that goes...

There's nothing quite as wonderful as money!
There's nothing quite as beautiful as cash!
Some people say it's folly, but I'd rather have the lolly,
With money you can maaake a splash!

four years can really change people. met zul from my pri 6 class, and WA. change a LOT. he doesn't look that retarded now (joke!), and i remember he used to piss the shit out of me in class last time. haha. looking forward to a p6 reunion! =D

check out Shirlyn Tan, her songs are really GOOD. when i first heard her i couldn't believe she was from Singapore! same goes for Electrico. proves Singapore DOES have talent okay, and they're not imported either. (:

sorry, you can put the blame on me.

2007-11-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

NEW SKIN!
for the 200th post!
[note: i miscalculated during the last post. apparently, that was post 199.]

i'm gonna throttle those irritating primary-something-but-definitely-younger-than-12 girls who keep screaming at the void deck. and right outside my window.

"YU XUAN! U COME TO LEVEL FIVE STAIRCASE!"
"HUH? WHY U ALL COME HERE? SHE SAY CANNOT GO UP LEH, STUPID!"
"WHY YOU CALL ME STUPID?"
"KAILING, I SAID FIVE FLOOR, NOT NINE FLOOR!"
"OKAY, I'M AT ELEVEN FLOOR... TEN... (etc.)"

while here i am doing MCQs and going "@#$#$% if u don't shut up soon i'm gonna go out there and you're gonna regret being born..."

ALRIGHTY. time to sleep (: it's been a long day.

hmm

2007-11-09T16:53:00.000+08:00

wow, two more posts and i'll hit 200 posts in this blog. pathetic, i know. hahaha! but hey, i RESTRAIN myself. okok blogger lovers don't come and kill me yeah. (:

hmm, reflected on stuff ytd, and i realised that without Jollyn's help, i would have basically flunked Haydn, especially for the essay part. so if i get a B and above for music, i'm gonna dance like some loco in the hall with her! haha jollyn u ain't got a choice here. =D

ah well, maybe it's better this way. i saw that blog and hey, i was feeling rather down but maybe if we don't talk like before, i won't feel that bad and i won't dwell on the past, just... smile and life goes on. pfff. being retarded again xP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! without you, i am still an egg in my mama's ovaries. =D

music

2007-11-07T14:08:00.000+08:00

IT'S OVER!!!
i can just about jump and scream for joy man!

the thing above refers to the music exam, by the way. not the full o's. but hey, just two more MCQ's and i WILL jump and scream for joy!

alrighty, i'm not going to talk about what i did today, mostly the paper was okay la, the essay qns i knew how to do it! hahaha. Symphony 104 recapitulation! woahh. i studied that! partly thanks to JOLLYN! =D so from now on, i don't need to think about "eh haydn born when ah? is it 1700+ or 1900+?" and of course "oh shit what's the raga and tala about?"

wheee! i ain't gonna die!! [and my brother has to say, "you ain't gonna die, you're just gonna suffer." thanks ah.]

quickie

2007-10-30T18:12:00.000+08:00

quick post for a break from revision!

papers are so far okay, except i've made many careless mistakes in math ~~as usual~~. music practical, bio practical all are like, okay. chemistry? tell the QA setter to go set fire to his pants la. (i don't know where that came from. haha!) but overall, I AIN'T GONNA DIE! =D

oh didn't post about grad nite too. so much for the crying la! but it certainly was touching when ms ong showed us the two movie clips she made using videos from loola and pics of our class. SWEETNESS! then the graduation folder thingy, i look retarded in the photo ~~as usual~~ and i absolutely LOVE my class. =D

heard some not-so-welcome news about choir, like how it's gonna fall and all. what the hell, all the effort the sec 4s put in seems to be going down the drain. to be precise, the longkang next to East Vale. hehe. dunno la, maybe next year also don't want to come back visit. i'd live in ignorance. >(

okay, it's back to biology and drawing up genetic diagrams. stupid leaves, why must they be spear-shape, oval shape, round shape, just be a damn leaf man!

**the last line proves how the O levels are driving everyone nuts. just ask adeline, whose most famous line is 'CAN U JUST SHUT THE F*** UP?!' not only in class, but in the ava too! with 2 AND A 1/2 CLASSES IN PLUS A TEACHER FROM THE DISCIPLINE COMMITTEE. now THAT is what i call lunacy.

grad soon

2007-09-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

my goodness. the day after prelims and we had to take graduation photos already. i'm leaving hai sing soon! x( sad, especially when u appreciate your friends so much more. and my timing's really bad, everytime before a photo taking in school, either my hair's too short or it's too long. never a perfect day. hahah

here are some lame stuff we came up with in the school gym (:

irish's idea haha

the funniest shot ever!

and i'll blog another day. good luck with prelims, all! =D

sad luhh

2007-09-18T10:59:00.000+08:00

one minute you're on top
the next you're not, watch it drop
making your heart stop
just before you hit the floor

one minute you're on top
the next you're not, missed your shot
making your heart stop
and then it's all gone
now it's all gone

well prelims are over... the chem paper was tough today. and i think i saw er hao zoning out from the corner of my eye. as usual, stoned during the paper and ended up quickly coloring the OMS and going like "$%@#^% is this correct or not??"

ms ong told me i failed my compre. ARGH! knew it man. felt that i screwed up the effing section B. rahhh goodbye B3-A2 for english. goodbye entry into JC. goodbye confidence :(

how to pass the prelim sia... at the rate i'm going, the only JC that's gonna accept me is some 20pt JC or even ITE bodoh. sighhh. can't get music to save my butt this round too. unless i scored a @#$#$% F9 for any @#$@#$% subject (read: sciences)

come to my funeral okay? :(

hey yo

2007-09-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

i dreamed i was missing
you were so scared
but no one would listen
'cos no one else cared

after i dreamed it
i woke with this fear
what am i leaving
when i am done here

so if you're asking me i want you to know

when my time comes
forget the wrong that i've done
help me leave behind some
reasons to be missed

don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
leave out all the rest
leave out all the rest

eesh. prelims are coming to a close, but what kind of close? very scared for it. scored a C5 for music, cuz of my damn practical. really need something to settle my nerves before any performances. sheesh.

can't blog.

hohum

2007-09-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

You're becoming a dream to me
Fairytale fantasy
Nothing can ever compare
An image to my memory
Girl I'm asking could you be my queen?
A vision on a magazine
That's when I'll be there
It's something we both share
Because

When the sun shine, we'll shine together
You know I'll be here forever
Although it's alot of rain outside
Girl it's getting late you can stay the night
But you can dip out anytime whenever
I can call a car I ain't tryna stress ya
I'm looking for the one with the glass slipper
Baby girl you can be my Cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
You can be my Cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
You can be my Cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
You can be my Cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh-eh)

teachers' day party. success! -applauds veronika-

prelims are like, so close. the first papers weren't too bad! but bloody compre B passage was like **** tough. but the compo was okay. haha i'm gonna beat u nigel quek!

and i love my retarded class. i mean, look at what we came up with!

and of course, Doggie FC. "we will woof you"

"yo mama so retarded, when i took her to the club and said, let's hit the dance floor, she went -hits the floor literally-"

2007-08-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

well my heart knows me better than i know myself
so i'm gonna let it do all the talking.
(woo-hoo,woo-hoo)
I came across a place in the middle of nowhere
with a big black horse and a cherry tree.
(woo-hoo,woo-hoo)
i fell in fear, upon my back
i said don't look back, just keep on walking.
(woo-hoo,woo-hoo)
when the big black horse said hey lady,
said look this way
will you marry me?

(woo-hoo,woo-hoo)

but i said no, no, no,no-no-no
i said no, no, you're not the one for me
no, no, no,no-no-no
i said no, no, you're not the one for me

finally finished coursework! such a **** time today man. first, i convert to sibelius, the damn thing sounded weird. then i use cakewalk, damn thing couldn't play any sound. went back to sibelius, no sound also! then my teacher was like "damn computers. ****ing hell." of course said quietly la. haha but at least all's over.

hmm i think friendship is really impt. especiallly after i read the article about the guy from HIHS getting killed in an accident. what if he had argued with his friend the day before or something? wouldn't that friend feel terrible and be really affected? sigh. take care, y'all.

prelims coming up, really stressed. sorry if i suddenly emo or what, having family problems, friendship problems, work problems, sometimes i just can't take it all. if i do lash out at anybody, i'm really sorry and don't think too badly of me. i'm human, after all. please don't think of me as selfish as well, i'm trying to make everyone happy but it does take a toll. i'm sorry, sorry, sorry.

to my group, do take care. anything just say it and we'll work it out together alright? i love all you guys. (:

quick

2007-08-17T14:36:00.000+08:00

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

omgoodness, this song is ABSOLUTELY great man. can't stop singing to it. and i've transposed it so now i can play and sing! whee! haha okok.

chinese, passed! B3! that's a MIRACLE, man. thank you Jesus! english oral was like, argh, i talked crap. sighs. there's so much revision to be done, and yet i've just scratched the surface.

really can't tahan that girl already. my patience worn thin already. not that it was really great and all before that. impatience is my nemesis. haha.

lunch with Veronika, Su Wei, Adeline, Steph, Cher Hao. omg i nearly choked and died laughing. we all had the Galilee special, and the guy that served us was some foreigner i think. here's the conversation..

Veronika: excuse me, this guy wants your number. (points to cher hao)
Cher Hao: (gives that soppy look)
Guy: erm, sorry, i'm not gay. (laughs)
Cher Hao: (snatches plate away)can i have your number?
Guy: my handphone lost, i no phone
All of us: (laughing extremely hard)

after awhile, just as we were leaving...

Guy: (comes to clear my plate, i ate slowly if not i would have died)
Cher Hao: can i have the other guy's number then?
Guy: he lost his phone, my phone stolen, sorry. you go home now..
me and veronika: (choked and laughed)
Cher Hao: (sees Guy walking to another table, stretches out his arms) come to papa!
Guy: you're not my papa (laughs too)
Cher Hao: come to mama then!

OMG i can die laughing man... cher hao's father is just as bad. bear in mind this is hokkien so i translated literally.

stall auntie: (in hokkien) you called chicken rice?
Cher hao's dad: (in hokkien) no, i called ah teo.

HAHAHA

hmm

2007-07-22T16:55:00.000+08:00

i was bored... so here goes.

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

What Time Of Day Are You?

You Are Fall!

Thoughtful
Expressive
Creative
Poetic
Smart

What Season Woman Are You?

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

oops. this one's rather true.

sweet 16!

2007-07-17T20:30:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to caroline(twinn), chin seng, hong ying, amanda ong, nisa, and ME!

haha really great day today =D but it's just bad timing that i can't go out to celebrate with frenz and only a small celeb with family :( but i love u all!

to caroline twinn, thanks for the perfume rose! that is exTREMEly cool (:

to adeline, veronika, szehwee, and cheryl my husband, thanks for the penguin cushion! it's so soft! it's place is on my couch now. lol

to michelle, felicia, cherylanne, nigel, zizhao, daryl and jude, thanks for the collage and the birthday wishes! that's the sweetest present EVER ((:

to tricia, thanks for that cool mouse! first step to my laptop HAHAHA

to su wei, priscilla TWZ and chai shia, thanks for the sudoku book! haha it's gonna be real fun doing that and i'm gonna beat jiahao hahaha

to stephanie phua, thanks for the bag!~ i love u too darling! and to jiajia, thanks for the little keychain! so sweet of you!

and to (not in any order) janan, kun yuan, pinyi, cousin huishan, moyra, tanjiahui, cousin aizhen, aunty june, jiaxin, najiy, priscilla BD, val koh, zhu liying, regina, small girl jollyn, yanhua, rahimah, stephanie yeo, marianne, jess lau, my WHOLE class 4e2, kevon, ceputra, retard wanling and sam gan, thanks for the bday wishes! lots more i can't rmb IF I LEFT OUT ANYONE PLS TELL MEEEEE

ok i didn't expect the cake for me and carol in the canteen (="=) so paiseh! i love 4e2 and i love Ms Ong (: and michelle kevon and guys, u all just HAD to give the biggest prez right in the canteen right?! haha thanks all the same, that was the best and most awesome present ever :D

thanks all, i love each and everyone of you wonderful ppl! and to the awesome Lord Jesus, thank You for all Your blessings and thank You for my mummy's well being (:

pics up another day!

updates

2007-07-13T16:41:00.000+08:00

ok damn fast update before going back to the bio worksheets:

1. chinese oral was so so, i only used one english word! "ramp". what a stupid convo topic on how the govt helps the disabled. TRANSPORT. GAHH.

2. it's been an emotional rollercoaster this week but i think it's ended its run today. requirements for this ride: tears, fears, and a heck lot of craziness.

3. i just realised it's five days to my birthday. no special feelings leh? ._.

4. o level music coursework is giving me headaches cuz i've got this melody in my head it's just that i can't write it out bloody hell and i need drum beats but i don't know how to program it considering its my first time using drums i don't think i should but without the drums it won't sound as good

5. wow! look at point 4! no punctuation!

6. i have this uncontrollable tendency to correct ppl's english. it's called an urge.

ok the last 2 points were lame. (:

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what i made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

yay

2007-06-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

It’s always nice to feel appreciated, don’t you think? Haha this made my day, an exhausting day when it comes to that.

Guo says:
hey i got A for maths!

Guo says:
yeah

Guo says:
thanks to the tutor!

amanda ♫ shotgun opera. says:
wow cool

amanda ♫ shotgun opera. says:
haha i didn't do much

amanda ♫ shotgun opera. says:
congrats

Guo says:
ha,

Guo says:
to me starting was the difficult phase.

Guo says:
and u helped kickstart the process!

amanda ♫ shotgun opera. says:
haha ok so i'm the catalyst la

Guo says:
yup!~

Guo says:
which is why i have to thank u

amanda ♫ shotgun opera. says:
u're welcome (:

you’re very welcome dear cousin =D a smile to an otherwise frown (cuz of homework and sleepiness, ha). O level entry proof, argh, o level drawing closer and closer:(

nothing, really

2007-06-23T14:26:00.000+08:00

Forgetting / all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending / someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

this'll probably be the last post until quite awhile. "holidays" are ending, i've hit the books, watched lots of TV, etc. productive? not sure.

the funeral's over, held on thursday. i don't have much memories of da yi though, owing to the fact we hardly go over to visit my mum's side. they live in the west, the rest of us are in the east.

well, it's going to study study from now i guess.

**message for jiaxin!
girl, there is NO river between us okay. u're still my really REALLY good friend! i'm sorry if it seems to be a river, it's just that we're all so busy and everything. take care of yourself alright? u can always talk to me, no worries. just msg me (: and dun dwell too much on the breakup alright? it's not good, only serves to make u suffer more >< miss u loads...(:

hmm

2007-06-20T13:24:00.000+08:00

i bleed it out / go / stop the show
choppy words and a sloppy flow
shotgun opera / lock and load
cock it back and then watch it go
mama help me / i've been cursed
death is rolling in every verse
candy paint on his brand new hearse
can't contain him / he knows he works
fuck this hurts / i won't lie / doesn't matter how hard i try
half the words don't mean a thing and i know i won't be satisfied
so why try ignoring him
make it a dirt dance floor again
say your prayers and stomp it out
when they bring that chorus in

i bleed it out
digging deeper just to throw it away
i bleed it out
digging deeper just to throw it away
i bleed it out
digging deeper just to throw it away
just to throw it away
just to throw it away

yeah i love Linkin Park =D FINALLY got their Minutes to Midnight album from my cousin. especially love "leave out the rest", "no more sorrow", "bleed it out" (points up), "valentine's day" and of course "what i've done"!

it just occured to me that school is starting soon ._. like speed of light lah. and just read charmaine's blog, a school carnival on 14th july?! dun tell me waste another day there again?! last time had ndp pract to escape with and now cannot :( aint't that a sad sad thing =X

"to be or not to be, that is the question."

interesting.

2007-06-17T13:56:00.001+08:00

so i had this conversation with my cousin which i met at the hospital yesterday... regarding the passing of da yi.
amanda; IMPAI(RED) says:
u heard right?

Jac(Kal) says:
yes i have

Jac(Kal) says:
saddened

amanda; IMPAI(RED) says:
yes

amanda; IMPAI(RED) says:
at least there won't be any more pain for her

Jac(Kal) says:
that is true

Jac(Kal) says:
It is the inevitable my dear cousin

Jac(Kal) says:
Life has been pretty wonderful

Jac(Kal) says:
2 sons,2 daughers

Jac(Kal) says:
grandchildren aplenty

amanda; IMPAI(RED) says:
yup

amanda; IMPAI(RED) says:
when the time's up, the time's up

Jac(Kal) says:
yes

Jac(Kal) says:
Amanda,you have been very sensible

Jac(Kal) says:
:)

yes well. although i'm not really close to my mum's side, i do know that they're good people and life has many hidden treasures, it's up to us to find them.

i know it's a little weird to refer to new year resolutions now, but i think i kept up with one resolution. to see people in a better light and accept them for who they are. life's much better that way, and instead of working against setbacks, work WITH them and make the best out of everything. that's they way it should be. so people, don't bear grudges or 'hate' people. it's simply not worth the energy, the time, the bad feelings. don't wait until it's too late to express your feelings towards people. seeing da yi pass away like that has really reminded me how fragile life is, how we can just go anytime. and many times i've heard people saying how they regret not spending more time with so and so, and they only realised how much the person has affected their lives only when that person has passed on. take care everyone. (: